a day in my life

2007-07-11T01:13:00.000+08:00

what to say and what to do.. im like so confused.. who am i?? what am i?? where do i stand?? do i have a place beside??? whats the place called?? haiz.. questions many of them.. answers none!

2007-07-05T01:19:00.000+08:00

heyz heyz!!! well today is a happy happy day for me.. i have finally graduated!!! haha.. i mean i was conffered with the diploma in march but today was the ceremony.. the atmosphere was great.. all the happiness that was in the air.. the sense of acchivement.. it was superb.. excellente!! and of course meeting up with all friends was great too.. talking about all the crap in school and all.. and at least now my parents are happy.. hopefull they might leave me alone for awhile now.. haha.. and yeah got to meet someone special too.. a very special friend.. who is none other than feezy hafizah!!! the next up and coming women soccer star!!! haha.. took a couple of pics and then went for lunch at junction 8's delifrance bistro.. haha.. coolness!!! haha.. the day couldn't have been better.. what else could i have asked for.. :) well here are some pics of the day..

*the stage setup in the auditorium *

*the graduand* woo!

*the 39th Intake and 46th Intake CLTs*

*one of my favourite tutors, Mr Edwin Cheang*

*the new guest of honour*

*thinking of the day 2 years down the road*

2007-06-29T10:25:00.000+08:00

back again.. after a long disappearance.. well was supposed to go down to unit today but then could not wake up.. haha.. but then again how the hell did i expect to wake up at 5.30 am when i only slept at 5 am.. haha.. so yeahz.. went down yesterday and had to hear loads of complaints from the cadets on how they were treated in spec course.. well its amazing how ppl cover things up nowadays.. haiz.. and yet they said they oldies were bad.. BULLSHITZ!!!

well tomorrow is the sg vs australia match.. haha.. im going more to watch the match between the singapore veterans and the malaysia veterans rather than the singapore and australia match... well hopefully the day goes fine.. supposed to go with someone but the last min nope.. so yeap most likely going with the other refs.. hope all goes fine.. :)

2007-06-16T00:10:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey... haha.. well its been a long time since i blogged.. well been rather busy and lazy as well.. but then life has pretty much been the same.. no school.. haha.. so doing games most of the time or attending meetings or jsut staying at home.. been a little tired lately... not much time for my muscles to recover.. well there was a sudden change.. suddenly i am not going to serve my national service with the police force anymore.. i am now gonna enlist into Basic Military Centre School 1.. haha.. i wonder which company i will be going to.. haha.. its gonna be a different experience.. im gonna eb having commanders who are younger than me.. haha.. so what will i be, officer, spec or just a groundman?? haha.. lets see what happens!!

cheers!

2007-04-18T00:05:00.000+08:00

well had a game today.. haha.. 2 A division games.. games were ok.. but then good thing there weather was only hot for my game atleast had a good cool game when i did lines.. JC games are fun to do cos of the atmosphere but then some of the players can be very arrogant and stuck up especially when they bring their academic challenges to the field of play.. haiz but then on the whole its ok lahz.. the games went on well.. had a bit of scolding to do to someone i knew on the substitute bench.. haha.. it was funny for awhile.. haha.. well damn tired sia.. haha.. well tomorrow is a new day new experience and new game.. haha.. cheers!

2007-04-15T22:39:00.000+08:00

well its some time since i updated but yeah.. well woke up damn early in the morning.. like 8am.. well tis early for someone who is having his holidays.. sent dad to bukit merah and headed east to play soccer.. picked hafizah up on the way and went tampines and met up with syahir.. tried calling farhan but his phone was off and rafeeq's was unreachable.. here was the worrying part.. what if they were still sleeping at home?? haha.. but then after that found out that farhan was sleeping but at the interchange.. hmm.. poor soul.. well street soccer was ok lahz.. played less than an hour.. haha.. but then it was ok lah.. weather was hot.. opponents were sucky.. they were good but they were playing the fool.. so be it.. they suck.. someone had open chances to score goals but screwed them up with her "sepak takraw" style finishes.. haha.. but it was good..

anyways went back to HQ on friday for the CLT 53rd Intake Graduation Ceremony.. hehe.. from parade now back to ceremony.. poor souls.. but it was ok.. food was excellent.. like i say if its free its good.. if its free and tastes good, its EXCELLENT!! haha..

2 clowns together = oh my god!

2007-03-29T14:48:00.000+08:00

ok ok.. its like months since i ever typed something here.. so here it goes.. well i've been busy and tired.. exciting things that happened are like i went for ADC 2007.. thats like my only NCC involvement in recent times.. the trainers there were great.. some of the old ones were there too.. but it was great to see new blood of trainers.. very impressive most of them.. had a new tag tem buddy.. haha none other than nessar.. haha.. my OC was happening too.. it was none other than SCLT "Raging Hormones" Hazariah.. haha.. of course it was great having the oldies like benjamin, grace(who was rememebered and all meals!!), khalisah, melvin, farah, khairi and all the rest around including the fresh bllod like hafizah, cindy, nessar, jia yao, jun bin, dawn and all..

besides that i have been doing a few games.. i feel very very tired and drained out.. my fitness level is dropping.. i need to for strengthening soon.. my knees and muscles are screaming for help.. i need a good therapy session.. but i don't know of any good ones in sg.. haiz.. i dunno any good ones anywhere for that matter of fact... haiz.. well i did school game kranji and met up with 2 of my wonderful cadets, kay sarah and ruzzana (ms nike)... haha... well spoke to them for awhile.. had a good chat and good laugh.. and ruzzana and myself now know how sarah's mind works.. haha.. its good to see them still very much motivated and intrested in the unit.. go all the way.. but remember, studies first always.. :) oh yah and i am also blogging because of them cos they asked me to update this stale old place.. haha..

well i got a game later at one of the most sleezy places in singapore.. need to do my packing and mental preparation.. got up early today to wash and polish my boots and it rained just now.. hope they place isnt muddy or they are gonna get dirty again.. haiz..!! well hope to write more soon!! cheers!!

2007-01-01T18:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007!!!

well 2006 is gone... hope that it takes away with it all the pain and sorrows so that i can have a good 2007.. well not just for me but for everyone as well.. wishing for a great year ahead for all and myself!

oh yah and one more thing on this new year's day entry i am going to honour someone and that is my friend.. my bro.. my control.. haha.. while i am damage, he is the controlll so together we are "damage control".. well my friend Niran thanks for being there for me all the time.. it was like we got to know each other in 44th intake and became good friends.. and yeah since then u had to put up with me... haha.. well u r a true friend.. and i honour our friendship! cheers bro!

2006-12-14T02:28:00.000+08:00

it really amazes me how you use your words and sentences to get your point across or should i say try to create a facade.. its really amazing.. but apparently like it is said, "a picture says a thousand words", i choose to believe what i see and what my intuition tells me.. it is hardly ever wrong with it comes to this sort of matters.. sadly most of the time it was right.. it other words most of the time i was in the losing end.. so the onlyn thing i recieved was pain and grieve.. sadly it was caused by those i once considered some what dear to me.. but like it says every experience makes us stronger, i am prepared for you dude.. if its pain what you want to cause me i will be ready to face it.. i will not let you break me down.. and anyways i am having no intention of losing.. i will put up a struggle till the end..

well i did a bit of reflecting on myself.. why have i not been suceeding in make a move forward, i asked myself.. well the answer is simple.. the fault lies within me.. its all cos of a childhood problem which is "inferior complex".. i always thought lowly of my ownself.. always thinking i wasn't good enough and would fall short and would fail in most of the things i do.. always preventing myself from taking the big step forward thinking that i might fail.. well its about time i start changing it.. im gonna try to be bolder.. and guess what.. im gonna bite back to anyone who thinks i am a push over.. i will not give in without trying and without putting up a fight..

-things may not be the same as it was but i know you are and will always be here.. things will go back to the same or even better with time and with the blessings of the almighty, this i have faith in.. you always will have a special place in my heart no matter what... you are my lucky star... the one who brightens up my day with the twinkle in your eyes each time i see you smile.. your cheerful voice i will never forget... giving me the drive to go forward... know it or not but you are one of the forces that i feel behind me keeping me going on to achieve more and more... its all so easy for me to put it out here but i don't know why i can't say all this to you... one day i will tell you how i feel and how you changed my life.. my good friend.. my lucky star.. my angel..!

2006-12-11T16:49:00.000+08:00

im feeling so much inside but i just dont know how to put it out.. i cant express my happiness neither can i about my grive.. i just do not know how express what i feel.. things have been different.. i dunno why but things have been different the last month or so.. its just changed.. its no longer the same.. each night and day i just pray that things will turn out better.. its been difficult to simle and be happy.. putting up this facade has becoming taxing itself.. i dunno how long i am gonna be able to keep it going...

i wanna tell you but i just cant cos i am unsure of the outcome.. i guess its the fear of the outcomes that is keeping me from going forward.. plus with all this questions and clouds in my head its not making it any easier.. so many doubts so many uncertainties..

i need some light.. ahow me the light.. please..

2006-11-28T14:56:00.000+08:00

well project is over.. managed to hand up some stuff so yeah.. well for this i would be happy with a pas atleast.. well so now here i am on my second day of attachment.. the people here are nice.. real easy to get along with them.. well hope things remain this way or become better if they are going to change..

life is a little confusing now.. a lot of things running trough this head of mine.. so many things i want to get settled but i cant.. the most impt thing i have to settle is the one i am most afraid of going into.. not sure how to go about doing it.. i dun wanna ruin anything.. not wanting to severe any ties.. dun wanna lose a great and lovable friend.. is it friends the way this was supposed to start and remain?? i dunno... why do things look so positive and at the same time negative??? i dunno but i need to know.. but how??

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well here is something that describes a lot.. a chorus from a song by kevin little that has been playing in my head.

She drives me crazy (on and on)
What a beautiful lady (on and on)
She drives me crazy (on and on)
And there’s no ifs or maybes
She goes (on and on)
Ooh yeah

2006-11-01T02:25:00.000+08:00

life life life.. how is life... well project is hanging in the air.. god knows hows its like.. or whats the outcome.. i need help all the help i can get.. but then we shall see how it goes... friends... are there any??? well life is screwed up but not that screwed up... i still do have a few ppl around i can trust... atleast i think so for now... hopefully god doesnt put me into a situation that i will have to see a time that everyone is out to put a dagger to my back... well then again i believe life is such that we face difficult situations now and then we have ease later.. if we live that long.. haha.. somehow i miss my DMD days... not the school part.. actually just the part where i used to chill out with aik yong.. haha.. my buddy in crime.. oh yah there was the wacko zijian as well.. all the wrestling stuff and all.. well NCC camps were fun too.. the earlier part that is... during the days of the years 2000 to 2004... the buddies were great... ppl you can trust and rely on.. but then to think of it there were pricks there too.. haiz.. life is a bitch... B-I-T-C-H!!!

well thats all for now... oh yah... and one more group of hunks and babes that are being missed... the 1st ADC Instructors!!!

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the smile on your face that brightens up my gloomy days, the twinkle in your eyes that sends all worries away.. everything else may go, but i hope you will always stay...

2006-10-11T17:02:00.000+08:00

im all confused inside.. why must this be so.. why aren't i fated to have friends?? or perhaps just a few... why do those who call me their friend are the same ones who keep backstabbing me over and over again.. you may do it on the low but sooner or later it will surface..

you were one of those i treated as a dear friend... even when others spoke ill about you behind you i stood by and told them to try to understand you... never once did i agree with them.. i always saw you to be different.. but yes you did come out different.. you came out so different that you proved me wrong..

i expect no favours nor returns.. but the least i needed was for you to turn against me.. to try to hit me when i wasnt looking.. you know what i been through in the past and you know how much it hurt be before and now here you are showing that you are no different.. thanks dude.. thanks alot...

2006-09-12T15:12:00.000+08:00

15 june 2006... well that was my last post.. and now we all know how long ago that was.. well i have just been bloody busy and preoccupied.. well i would firstly like to apologise to all those who have been tagging me and did not get any replies from me.. i am truly sorry.. well with regards to ncc well its been a long time since i have done anything related to it.. even including meeting up with the guys.. well yeah we had not met up in a long time.. well its purely obvious that things arent the way it used to be.. sad it is this way or maybe it is for the better.. so anyways to all those waiting for theis results all the best and also to those taking their exams especially the major ones like the Os.. haha.. work hard and it will all pay off.. if u guys have not started its not too late.. well do it well guys.. its for the better..

well for me now i am waiting for my results of the semestral exam of my last 2 academic modules.. and while waiting for the results i am on my Final Year Project (FYPJ) for 12 weeks and after which i will be going for my Industrial Placement Project (IPP) for 12 weeks as well.. so basically i am in school Mondays to Fridays from 8.30 am to 6pm.. which doesnt leave me with much time to do other stuff.. but i do pull out time to referee and train.. like yesterday when i manage to pull time to run with carey.. hehe.. well its was a good run.. its always fun to run with her.. with all the bubbly stuff like the funny names.. first was "McSukhy" and the "Chicken Legs"... hahha.. actually the whole running clique is fun.. like deep, carey, eda and me.. haha.. to anyone who reads this and wanna join.. u r most welcome to train with us but we wont train with you.. hopefully they understand what it means.. haha..

well i cant think of anything to type now.. well here are some pics of the champs.. haha

cheerS!

2006-06-15T02:12:00.000+08:00

well i have nto blogged in god knows how long... well i have returned from my trip to Kuala Lumpur.. well i came back on 4th June.. was there for 10 days for the AFC U-14 festival of Football... anyways it was a very experiential and enjoyable trip.. it great meeting referees from other countries in the region as well as sharing ideas and crapping as well.. it was damn happenning.. all the fun stuff we were doing and all.. doing games and all.. well got to do something like 9 games in all.. 2 centres, 3 4th officials and 4 assistant referee appointments.. we also were brought to see the match between malaysia and singapore at the paroi stadium in negri sembilan... well below are some pics.. so check it out for yourself.. haha... cheers!

~* at the airport before flying off*~

*pic with shamsul*

*pic with abi*

*pic with carey*

*pic with rohaidah*

*pic with senior refs, mathy, ganesan and ravi*

*training at the stadium of UKM, Bangi, KL*

~* pics after training*~

* pic with hadimin a fellow ref from brunei*

*taqi and myself with our instructor mr pirom from thailand*

~* Let the games begin!!! *~

*running the lines for matthew*

*4th official during one of the games*

*the man in the centre for the match between australia and thailand*

*our asst instructor mr yussoff*

*on the way to watch Singapore vs Malysia*

*me at stadium paroi to watch singapore vs malaysia*

*shopping at KLCC*

*AFC U-14 Festival of Football Official Dinner*

2006-05-19T23:45:00.000+08:00

i would like to start this entry by saying: THANK YOU FARAH!! thats cos she is the one who organise today's outing.. and i would also like to welcome her back in to the world at the same time as she has not been joining us in the past outings as she was in a way totaly out of touch with us as she was having our exams.. well anyways shes back... haha.. well anyways the outing ws good we all got to see some of us again.. some were absent like khairi and faris.. oh yeah and in my own opinion i dun wanna go to Marina Centre Supercue again.. that counter guy there kept talking as if we were playing pool for the first time in our lives.. azim should have shot the cue ball in to his mouth manz.. and the worst was when we took a pic and he said we couldn't take pictures in the place and he bloody hell placed the rules and regulations board facing our table.. bloody fu*k.. anyways here is some pics courtesy of farah!! gtg cheerS!!!

2006-05-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

well i know i have not blogged in sometime.. well i dunno why also.. but then there is this thing i really wanna blog about.. well its about the tournament i did on sunday.. well yeah i know i am blogging about a tournament i officiated but so what.. i was happy manz.. iloved the tournament.. well it was the Singapore Cricket Club Soccer 7s.. its an annual thingy and this was the 15 year.. well i did quite a number of games.. but then there was this particular team that i got to do in the preliminary stages that shocked me.. haha.. not exactly a shock lahz.. but it was a surprise.. its like there were 3 former singapore antional team players playing in it.. to name them it was suriamoorthy, sundram and malek awab.. well these are the ppl who i grew up supporting in the local soccer scene.. during the days of the kallang wave and kallang roar and what not.. well it was great... i officiated their game twice in the tournament.. once in the preliminaries and the other in the final.. well yeah i got to do the final... haha.. and what i like best was these guys actually play football.. in the whole game during the preliminary round.. only 1 foul was committed and in the final there were no fouls.. this shows their level of football manz.. it was superb i tell ya..

well now its back to school and all.. well the normal stuff... today wasnt too bad.. well lange finished her ecxams on monday.. well its good.. hope she does well.. i believe she will so will all the others of the gang taking their exams.. ALL THE BEST guys!!! woo hoo... hoot hoot... i mean *vile* *vile*

ok gtg.. cheers!!!

2006-05-04T12:27:00.000+08:00

well nothign much to say.. haiz.. well been kinda tired.. had game almost everyday since saturday except for sunday.. damn.. so basically im doing game from saturday to saturday.. manz.. and i am feeling the drain already.. well yesterdays game was not to bad.. it was ok.. it was kinda like a friendly since it was an inter department tournament so nothing much in it.. today is abit different, zaid and i will be doing beach soccer at sentosa.. i guess it will be fun.. hah.. happening!!! well lets not get hopes to high.. need to see what really happens.. well i added a song to the blog.. not sure if it works.. so lets see how it goes.. ok gtg.. ciaoz!

2006-04-30T23:51:00.000+08:00

well hello once again.. i have not blogged in god knows how long.. haha.. well its nice to be blogging agian.. well the reason why i have no blogged for so long its that i have been kinda occupied and tired the last few days.. so thats been keeping me from blogging.. well i will not back date the blog or anythign.. just gonna blog for today.. so today was like this.. got up in the morning and went down to FAS for training.. my god it was like a horror movie i tell you.. the young lions physical trainer took us for training today.. he put us through what was supposed to be a good form of training to improve out fitness and pass the high-intensity fitness test.. but let me tell yuou it was killing.. the warm-up itself was 30mins and the exercise another 70mins and then cool-down another 10 mins.. it was basically about 90 mins of torture.. haha... my gawd.. running up and down and doing stretchings and runnings i never did before.. amazingly we were stretching muscles we never knew that existed in our bodies.. so after training we had the classroom session.. theyw ere talking and we were listening.. well after the whole thing went to eat with manoj and zaid after which i wanted to go to the printing shop to get some stuff printed but i found out it was closed so i ended up going home... when i got home started to watch tv and relax then it started raining.. it was a damn cool weather.. it was then i remembered i had an appointment to play soccer at yishun.. haha.. was thinking of not going but then i guess i would have pissed a few people off so i decided to go.. soccer was fun.. scored a few goals.. got injured abit too.. and now i am even more tired and drained.. out.. my muscles are like screaming at me saying, " wasn't the morning shit enough?!" haha.. well i can hear my bed calling so i guess i will stop here.. so ciaoz people.. till next time!! cheers!

2006-04-18T12:53:00.000+08:00

well i have not updated for a couple of days.. 3 days i guess.. well i have beeen busy and tired.. so this is again a compiliation of back dated enteries..

here is what happened on saturday (15/4/06):

well i woke up and i was supposed to meet lange at ang mo kio central mcdonald's at 1230.. but then i realised it was gonna be a bit of rush for me so i told her i will meet her after my game at 7plus instead but the sad part is that she only saw the msg once she had reached the place.. so sad.. and i am so so so so sorry!!! :( well anyways so yeah i went for my game.. it was my first ever Prime League game.. was doing assistant referee.. haha.. well not much in the game but it was a different kind of atmosphere and all.. so it was an experience.. well after the game i went to meet lange.. haha.. so got to do the project.. well there were certain hiccups in the starting of the project but overall it went ok.. so guess there is just a little bit more to do.. well so had dinner together as well and then headed for home sweet home.. haha..

well on sunday (16/4/06):

well had a tournament to officiate a tournament with 8 other referees and was the leader of the tribe.. well was kinda pissing off.. well it was supposed to be a 9am to 5 pm tournament.. but then it ended at 9pm instead.. 12 bloody hours manz.. and then the prganiser was a stubborn fellow.. wah liew.. what the hell manz.. he doesnt even know what he wants.. when he had the chance to bring forward some games he didnt want to.. in the end he started to rush for time.. and then tournament was suspended for 2 hours for lightning and then he wanted us to do the game still.. but no way manz.. we are not going to do the game.. we dun wanna land ourselves in hot soup.. well so basically it was a long long day.. and there were fights.. the last one was a joke.. it involved and organising official.. well that speaks alot on the organisation manz.. well in the end had to write a report and submit to FAS for the delay.. so after the tournament went to meet up with lange and syafiq at ang mo kio.. so they were there waiting for me.. so in the end had dinner at S-11.. had western food.. but wasnt too good.. the chicken wasn't very well fried... so it was kinda sucky day.. only thing good about it was i had met my referee friends and also lange and syafiq.. :) so after that went home and then was on a conference with lange and natasha.. so the same all crap stuff.. in the end all ended up extremely tired..

monday (17/4/06):

well today was the first day of school.. had to go and meet my course coordinator.. haha.. so as i had just packed my laptop and was about to leave my room to go to school.. i got a call and i was told to do a game today at jalan besar stadium... well the national under 18 team was playing against balestier khalsa prime league team... well was kinda stressed when i took the game beacuse i knew the referees' committee was having a meeting today so there would be a lot of eyes to watch the game.. well so i took the game and went down to school.. there was some complications in the time table to settle but then thats all settled now.. so then after that was supposed to meet lange.. but then she ahz.. haiz.. didnt bring her phone out of the home with her so in the end she msgs me and says she is tired and all.. but then yeahz she had to work.. and then so surprisingly niran called.. hahah.. and he was on the way to nyp.. he needed to study.. so he came buy and we had lunch and then went on to study.. he sudied while i slept.. haha.. thats excellent after that went to AMK centrak as i needed to get some stuff and then went for my game and he went home.. so the game was good.. i think it was kinda fast and all.. the players were keeping the play going and going... in was coming to the end of the of the game..

i checked my watch it was about 70mins... another 20mins more and then when my eyes glanced to the tunnel i saw them.. haha all of them... there were like 7 pairs of eyes staring at me.. haha.. just pretended i didnt notice and then carrie on with the game.. haha in the end i think the game was kinda ok... well after the game went home and then found out man u won tottenham 2-1 so i guess its a good day.. haha.. was ahving a headache so took a bath and went straight to bed.. so that sums up my monday as well.. so guys rock on! cheers!

2006-04-14T23:39:00.000+08:00

hi.. its me again.. well who else would it be.. haha.. ok i would first blog about yesterday (13/4/06):

well i had a game today.. it was at jurong junior college.. it was one of the postponned games of the 'A' Division School games.. well innova jc played against jurong jc and as expected.. JJC won.. but then doesnt make a difference to me.. i didnt ahve that much fun doing this game like i had doing the inter constituency game on wednesday.. but then it was ok.. well even though some kids are future A level holders theyprove to me they are really quite dumb.. haha.. well i shall not elaborate on it.. well all you fools.. gave me a good laugh.. well after the game i was walking to the changing room and this 2 girls from jjc was passing by me and they said "thanks, ref!" and deep down i was like what the hell for.. but then i guess its just mannerism and shows the bond the school has.. and coming to think about it, its good to have a couple f this.. makes you feel good too... so after that i headed down to meet the guys... oh yah and the girl.. at mr teh tarik @ woodlands, basically it was ridzman, azim, fidaae, syafiq, khairi, natasha and myself... well it was the regular chit chat and haha that we had.. making sudden outbursts of laughters or shouts from azim like he had a stick shoved up his ass or something.. haha.. so after that headed home with syafiq... well that kind of somes up YESTERDAY!..

so now for today... well first of all THANK YOU NATASHA!!! she treated us today... yeah yeah.. well those attended were ridzman, taufiq, azim, fidaae, faris, khairi, azril, pudding(raimi), sweetie(mardiana), darling(natasha), syafiq, siti, sadrina and myself.. well it was damn nice and sweet of natasha to give us a treat.. there were a whole lot of canadian pizzas.. we felt like ninja turtles!!! haha.. oh yeah lange didnt make it.. so sad got to work.. haha well so we got the pizzas from woodgrove and headed down to fidaae's place to eat... well we were there for awhile and then later on we went to the void deck of one the blocks for round 2... haha.. well together with food there was the normal gossips and bitching.. sometimes we can be like girls.. u know those, "oh i broke my finernails" kinda girls.. haha... well so after that the 3 couples, khairi & sadrina, natasha & syafiq and azim & faris were putting the night out at the jetty somewhere in woodlands i think.. well so sad the cant watch the game.. haha.. and i am now like the others in the comfort of our homes.. haha.. probably gonan watch the game.. haha.. poor syafiq especially cant watch the game.. well i can watch the game and go *vile* *vile* thats if man u wins lahz... haha.. ok lahz got to go for now.. cheers!

2006-04-13T00:54:00.000+08:00

well... heyz ppl.. well got up late.. haiz.. was kinda tired but then still managed to drag myself out of bed.. well had to meet up with lange to help her do proj.. haiz.. good thing still managed to remember some stuff so managed to make some progress if not thats it manz.. the good thing is lange has good classrooom attitutde, so she takes notes and all.. a person like me... hmmm.. cant remember when is the last time i wrote my own notes.. its like what i remember it is.. the rest is history.. hahha... so after that had game at st wilfred's.. well the game was good.. the players were there to play football.. i mean its not like they were going there to fight and all.. i really enjoyed doing the game.. and i believe i had a good game.. and then just like most of my inter constituency games, this one when into penalty shootout as well.. well it was good.. and i had good assistants as well.. had abang zaid and choo with me... well tomorrow got another game.. well hope its enjoyable as well.. well so after that went for supper with zo.. and the normal chit chat about stuff.. and bumped into 2 fellow referees as well and one of the teams that i officiated today was there also.. haha.. well anyways after that came home and jsut the normal stuff.. chit chat with uncle as he is staying over and now online blogging and surfing other blogs.. well i guess this is all for tonight.. anyways whats got me thinking now is about azim's comment at the tag board.. triplets??? haha.. dangerous manz.. the world better be ready for us.. we are gonna kill dude.. haha.. kill them with stupidity..

well got to go.. so cheers ppl... ciaoz!

ps: thanks for the bottle lange.. :)

2006-04-11T11:35:00.000+08:00

well i have not blogged for a couple of days.. well apologies to those who came in but saw no updates.. well its just that there was nothign to say and above all i was stale manz.. i was bloody exhausted... i had a referee's fitness test on sunday morning and it was a killer.. the change in weather was nto of any help.. it was cold at first then temp went up.. but not too hot but there was a change in the temperature and it made a difference to us... well anyways a number didnt make it for through the test but forutunately i managed to pass... but then it was a drain manz... after the run went for the usual breakfast and talk cock session at west coast market after that headed home.. zaid gave me a lift home.. thanks dude.. appreciate it.. was too tired already... anyways he lives around the area as well.. in the afternoon went for the swiss serenade... i must say it was enjoyable.. the company was great as well.. of course what its our ncc family.. haha.. the normal havoc ppl... *vile* *vile* haha,, i have to say the band was good especially the combo band.. but whats better was Lange, Azim and me doing our own performance and explaoration.. performing for the performers.. haha... well after that went to makan at al-ameen and we also caught the chelsea and west ham game there... bloody hell chelsea are a strong side.. or i guess west ham is jsut too weak.. anyways.. man u won arsenal so what the heck... woo hoo!!! haha so i guess sunday was great...

nothing much happened yesterday... stayed home most of the day and in the evening went to the regular joint at bussorah st for tea with hari and zo.. haha.. had dinner outside as well...

well today.. was ok.. got up late.. spent the night playing PS2.. was suppsoed to go to FAS in the morning but ended up going there only at 3pm.. haha.. well needed to help out in some admin.. in the evening was having a game at yishun stadium.. well the game was kinda dry... even though an sleague club trialists were playing it was fucking dry manz.. but luckily the game picked up in the 2nd half.. well after the game went to meet farah at yio chu kang.. was going to help her with her proj and all.. its kinda revision for me as well... anyways we should help each other in life.. yeah manz!! so had dinner with her at nyp... the place is a great place to study at night... cos the noisy people have gone home.. and yeah i am one of those noise makers.. well this is some sort what sums up my last couple of days.. anyways i have attached a pic in this post.. its a pic taken during our first S and Prime League referees' training session.. we are in our sponsored training kits.. haha..

cheers!!

2006-04-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

ok.. well what did we do today.. lets see... well got up around 9ish in da morning.. its like one of the earliest i have awoken recently.. well packed my room a little after that called syafiq around12 to make plans for going to sembawang sec(raimi's school) for the speech day thingy.. well planned to meet at 4pm at woodlands interchange but then knowing our small by he will be late so i went there at 4.20 and he only came at 4.35pm.. bloody fool.. told me he was at kranji station when he wasnt even there yet.. bloody hell!!! so went to the school.. well i gotta say it was kinda dry... but then got to catch up with a few ppl like raimi, vicknesh, avon, iskandar and ismail.. well so it wasnt too bad a time there.. so one of the school 'c' div players oso.. bloody fool thinks he is a star when he is not even worth a 1 cent coin for a pre game coin toss.. well the good thign about the whole thing was the food.. that i gotta give a thumbs up for.. well besides that nothing much... so after that raimi, syafiq and myself went down to marsiling to meet ridzman, khairi, azim, fidaae and ahmad.. well too bad mard had to go home.. so well it was the normal crap stuff at the teh tarik shop.. well we were making noise.. azim was being his usual self.. so it was kinda cool.. it was especiall good to have ridzman with us... been a long time since he had time to join us.. welcome back bro.. ah yah and today i completed the uncle's angels... i had Natasha as Darling, Mardiana as Sweetie and now finally its completed I have Raimi as Pudding!!! haha... welcome aboard Raimi... haha... well i believe deep down he likes the name.. haha.. :p well this is much about what happened today.. well tomorrow am gonna meet up the rest again after the affirmation appreciaiton lunch and AKE thingies.. not involved in any of them.. this is the life manz.. now im gonna be a low profile CLT and high profile Uncle.. haha.. not forgetting my "Angels"... :p

well i guess im gonna watch wrestling or play PS2... so ciaoz manz..!! see yahz!

2006-04-07T00:55:00.000+08:00

well lets see.. its like 12.54am and i got home not so long ago.. am on a conference call with syafiq and natasha.. basically the topic is nothing at all.. hmmm.. ok anyways the day went ok.. as we all know we were gonna celebrate khairi's birthday.. the turnout wasnt that bad.. haha.. it fact turnout was good.. the peeps who came: Lange, Sadrina, Natasha, Yati, Mardiana, Syafiq, Ameer, Azril, Taufiq, Iman, Fidaae, Azim, Faris, Shaikh, Saffiudin, Hassan, Khairul, myself and of course the guest-of-honour Khairi himself.. haha.. (if i missed out anybodies name i am truly sorry).. well basically the plan was simple; khairi was going to hq with sadrina to collect his no.1 but sadrina will only follow him till bishan where she would walk around while he goes to hq.. what he didnt know was also at bishan was lange, syafiq and me.. haha.. the rest were all meeting at raffles place mrt... timings got screwed a bit but its for the better.. khairi got late.. and another worry was the rain but that went away so that didn't matter.. well anywys so while we did the final buying of stuff it was just nice for sadrina to meet khairi again at the bishan mrt platform.. so off she went yp nring her hubby to merlion park for a nice "quiet" time looking at the sea and all.. and then that left syafiq, lange and me.. so we went around bishan to get the cake and then we took a cab down to raffles place to meet the rest.. well we all met up and wasted some time there.. and we took a walk down to merlion park as well.. from where we were we could see sadrina and khairi happily sitting there with their backs facing us.. so we prepared the cake and all and then we sneaked up right behind khairi and sadrina.. we were behind him for a good 5 seconds and he still didnt sense anyone there plus the cake was litted and all.. so there came the birthday song and then there was the million dollar look on his face.. the astonishment plus dumbfoundness.. haha.. well then it was the normal routine.. cut cake and all.. well as you know its called a "Birthday Bash" so this was all the "birthday" part... the "bash" part was supposed to be our version of a sea proficiency test for him.. basically we wanted to throw him into the sea and ask him to swim to the merlion and get blessings but then he wasnt confident.. so we just sent him for 3 airborne jumps.. haha.. well in the end as usual some people get confused and they start throwing others and yes i wsa one of them.. and as of today syafiq is a "dickhead" he will tell u why.. haha.. well so then it was the normal take photo session and then we headed down to lau pa sat for dinner.. well it was the same old order food and get cups of ice and bottled drinks from cheers.. so after dinner we sent the school kids to the mrt station and then lange, azmi, khairi, iman and myself went to merlion park again to chit chat and we played mind teasing games.. haha.. not bad ahz.. well took the train home together with khairi, lange and azim.. as usual i was the last to get off.. lange at yio chu kang, azim and khairi at "hitler" station and myself at kranji and then took the cab as was kinda lazy already.. haha.. oh yeah in the train i oso got to find out azim and i are really like twins.. so many more similar traits were discovered today.. haha.. not bad huh!!!

well now i am home.. might watch the game or might not.. wonder what i will do today later in the day but i guess going down to teh tarik @ marsiling later in the evening is confirmed.. so ciaoz for now!

2006-04-06T01:09:00.000+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday KHAIRI!!!!

all the best and have a fruitful year!!

cheers manz!

2006-04-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

well nothing much happened today.. so there is nothing much to say.. didnt blog yesterday.. well today just went out.. met the gang to hang out.. played pool and daytona.. and yes yes natasha u beat me.. but only once.. but then honestly i had always disliked people who play racing games as if they are playing bumper cars.. as the objective of the game goes its a racing game and not a bumper car game.. but then its just a game so heck it.. well good thing is during pool i didnt kill anyone today.. i guess i will never be able to forget the ball taking off from the table and straight to khairi.. haha.. :p haha.. well after that went to bishan to check out some stuff.. but i guess i was a lilttle late so the shop was closing so didnt go in.. i dun like to rush thru when i wanna really buy something.. so was making my way back and i bumped into lange at coffee bean.. haha.. poor thing got to work.. well what to do.. such is life.. ok now im feeling hungry.. gonna go make some food.. ciaoz!!!

2006-04-03T23:44:00.000+08:00

well got up late today.. suppsoed to reach FAS by 12nn to hand up my report but ended up reaching there only at 1220pm.. haiz.. well good that i already called and informed that i would be appearing late.. well now that the reports are in let the competition side handle the reports and see what they wanna do with the case.. well after FAS went down to rowell rd to meet Abi.. well both of us were gonna do game together at VJC.. well i have to say she rides her bike like a wild person manz.. but then again most impt is we reach there safely.. which we did.. well the game was ok.. nothing much in the game.. supposed to do 2 games.. 1st game i do lines and then 2nd game game i was supposed to referee the game.. it was bloody hot during the1st game.. then when the final whistle of the 1st game went lightning and thunder cam.. followed by a heavy downpour.. well waited till about 5.30pm and then i decided to abandon the 2nd game.. well called syafiq and made plans to meet khairi and him in town.. so again took a lift from abi as she was going for training somewhere near town.. well had dinner and cahaya and then went over to lucky plaza to play pool.. well i have not played pool in a long long time sia.. well the shot of the day goes to me.. haha.. it was damn funny.. well i was supposed to make a "break" and then when i took the shot the ball took off from the table and flew straight towards khairi who was standing on the other side and with precise accuracy the ball hit khairi's cue and was deflected away from him.. haha.. that was funny manz.. and then of course the 2nd best shot of the day goes to syafiq who think he can play with his eyes closed.. haha.. :p well reached home at 11plus.. damn tired and shagged.. gonna have a long long day tomorrow.. got training.. haha.. well gonna kill myself.. well gtg.. hit the sacks time.. cheers!

2006-04-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

ok well i was awoken up at 8am.. took me sometime to get up.. mom was buging me to get ready cos had to go down to yshun for some function.. haiz.. didnt sleep much due to the match report i had to write.. well in anycase as expected the function was a bore and drag... damn it.. only got to come back home at around 1.20pm.. i was actually planning to come home and grab a nap before meeting the guys to play soccer at 3.. but nevertheless i managed to steal about 30mins of sleep.. i so badly needed it.. anyways went to play soccer at bukit batok.. actually it supposed to be a training session.. haha.. well as usual i was late.. and so was everyone else.. khairi was the latest... but cant blame him and he had necessary stuff to settle.. well we spent some time kicking the ball around and all... there was this bunch of about 8 guys using the other half of the field who were having training as well.. of course theirs was more systematic and all.. they had a coach.. but then we had each other.. haha.. corny.. well in anycase as we were expecting those guys to ask for a match which they did.. so we played a 7-a-side game.. 2 halves of 20mins each.. we were leading by a goal in the first half courtesy of me and superb build up by faris and taufiq.. in the second half the opponents came back stronger but we managed to get another goal thru taufiq... due to a slight defending error we let in our first goal which was easily put over our galie syafiq.. haha... we did manage to put in our 3rd goal thru me after an excellent thru pass from faris.. well i guess we got a little to complacent after that.. started making a bit more errors than we should.. and in the end we ended up drawing the game 3-3.. but then its ok lahz.. i mean for the fact that we were playing together for the first time.. anyways i think we can make a fairly good side.. just that need to increase the pool of players.. anyways here is the line up of the team: Syafiq, Khairi, Azril, Ameer, Faris, Taufiq and Myself.. oh yeah we had a manager.. none other than Mardiana!!! well it was nice of her to accomapany us.. thanks mard!! well after soccer we headed towards west mall and splitted ways.. syafiq, khairi and myself went to have dinner at west mall and the rest made their way home... well it was kinda good day but damn shagged out.. i guess is cos i have not played soccer in some time except durin ADC... well should get used to it again soon.. well thats all for now.. cheers!

2006-04-02T02:39:00.000+08:00

happenings of 1/4/06

happy april fools!!!!! u bloody fools!!! ahhaa kiddingz!

well had a game today.. got up around 12plus plus then sat in front of the pc doing nothing... just chat with whoever was online.. actually i was awoken up today by some weird april fool msgs.. damn.. haha.. cant make it sia.. hah.. i think iman's wasnt that bad.. but i still didnt fall for it.. haha.. anyways got a call from natasha and she was bored so decided to go and meet her at harbour front... as normal she was on time.. me and syafiq were "on the way" as usual.. the normal "on the way" shit.. haha.. well just walked around harbour front for awhile.. the place has changed a lot since the times it was called the world trade centre.. then after that we went to have lunch at seah im food centre.. it was getting a bit late so i took a cab down to the game.. well it was went there and checked the 2 teams for the jerseys.. found that there was a clash in the colours and the first named team did not bring a second set of jerseys... well that was a sign that something was going wrong but then in the end the 2nd named team agreed to change their jerseys... well the game was quite ok till the 78th minutes... most NFL games tend to slow down around this time.. but then in this game the game took a vicous turn in this 78th minute.. the mounbatten team scored an equalising goal which the defending team claimed that the scorer was offside.. this is when the big hoohaa started.. players started to confront my Assistant Referee.. once i settled that the coach of the defending came shouting and hurling abuses at us.. what the hell manz.. come on.. its all in the game.. then in the 90th minute another incident lead to the coach losing his top again... well i knew something big was gonna happen in the end and it did.. after the final whistle the coach came in the field and was hurling abuses at my AR.. calling him all sorts of names and all.. well what the hell manz.. anyways all this is in the game for me.. after the game we chanegd and when to a coffeeshop nearby and discuss what we were going to put in our report.. i was expecting to come home early.. in the end came home around 113opm.. haiz.. came home still had to write the reports and all.. well its 2.59am the next day of the game and i have just finished everything.. but then again this is the path i chose and i am happy. so whatever!! bring it on!!!

cheers!!!

2006-03-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

happy 19th birthday khalisah!!!!

many happy returns and may you have a blessed year ahead!

ok let me see... i got up aroung 1pm today.. was supposed to be at unit by 2.45 but only reached there at 3.45.. hahha.. well thats a norm these days.. anyways.. so today is khalisah's birthday and we were gonna meet at suntec to give her a bash... well huda and myself left training early to go and meet taufiq to get the cake for khalisah.. after which we went down to suntec to meet the rest and give khalisah the surprise.. well we made a dedication to her at the fountain of wealth and all and then there was the coming in of the cake which she didnt see i dunno how till we started singing happy birthday.. she was kinda shocked but then she ended up hitting huda as she was too happy to see her.. haha.. girls stuff lahz.. guys will never understand.. and its better we dun get involved... well it all went ok.. till some ppl forgot that when u have a birthday bash, everyone gets together and sobo the birthday boy or girl and not whoever u can.. what the hell manz.. imagine running around the suntec roundabout.. haha.. well well boys wil be boys and girls will be girls.. we are still young at heart.. haha.. well as usual we all were mad and crazy and jumping all around.. haha.. today was a good and happening day.. nice meeting up guys...

anyways now need to think of a way to get a field for sundays match.. haiz.. need a field sia.. haha.. need to kick some ball and kick some balls!!! haha..

well uncle is signing of for now.. and yeah huda sorry for all the nonsense.. it was fun teasing u.. haha.. cheers!

cheers!!

2006-03-30T23:56:00.000+08:00

well i spent the whole morning and part of the day at home.. had a game at the padang at 5.15... well while on the way to the game it started raining cats and dogs.. with heavy flashes of lightning.. when i reached the padang it seemed like a confirmed calling-off of the game.. so decided to do the routine waiting till about 15 mins after the scheduled kick-off time.. and as usual the clouds cleared.. haha.. the rain went to the other side and the game had to go on.. haha.. well it was a scrappy game honestly.. but the nice part was toward the end the family turned up.. haha.. how sweet.. haha.. well it was nice of them to come there anyways we were meeting for dinner though..

well after the game we headed down to sakura restraunt for makan.. as usual all those in there lost their sanity upon our arrival.. well after dinner we had the normall walk around.. had to go and send the school kids home first.. haha.. just kidding.. well basically after dinner was bitching session.. bitching about a place where "illegal" practices are carried out.. where nobodies dare to scold my brudder.. no worries manz ridz, revenge justice shall be sought.. basically after the bitchign those heading towards the east took the bus home and the northenlites took the train.. azim and i were like teasing lange on the way home.. but i guess it was bad of me to do that not cos of anything but cos she has been having kinda rough time sorry about that.. and speakign about sorry.. i would like to apologise to natasha to for calling her blur.. she corrected me.. she is not blur she is just slow in understanding us.. haha.. :)

well anyways apologies to all those who i have offended knowingly or unknowingly..

there is something deep down that i conceal.. something that i wanna reveal but i dun think time calls for it yet.. but keeping it inside is killing me.. revealing it may not do any good either.. may just draw in distances between friendships.. gotta wait for the right time..

cheers!

2006-03-30T01:51:00.000+08:00

well hi peeps!!!
here is the update for day (29/03/06)

well today was our long awaited outing to Johor Bahru.. well those who went were lange, natasha, syafiq, khairi, faris and myself... so we met at causeway point and made our way to JB.. well actually we had no idea what to do there.. so it was more like we know where we want to go but we dunno for what.. i guess maybe its cos when u go to JB u can do a load more things for just half the price.. so in any case we spent the day there.. so it was kinda cool and happening.. we had kenny rogers for lunch.. watched a movie.. we watched shaggy dog.. well its quite a good laugh.. there is a meaning to the movie.. but then its more to tickle ur funny bones.. well basically khairi, faris and myself we laughing our lungs out.. so after the movie we went like window shopping and then the rest fo slacked t starbucks while syafiq and khairi went to buy stuff.. well it was nice to go out with the peeps.. kinda happening day... and yeah it was filled with natasha's blurness too.. haha... she is so gonna kill me for saying this.. but yeap its true.. :p

well we got back to singapore around 10pm and more or less went out own ways from woodlands interchange.. for me i had to come home grab the car and go meet my bro at his station to pass him some letters.. but the surprise i had at home waiting for me was my match assesment report for the game i had on sunday... well i got a 8.7/10 thats like what made my day even more superb..

well got game later.. so hope can keep up the performance.. well cheers for now!!!

thats all folks!

ps: thanks for a splendid day guys!! cheerious from the uncle!

2006-03-27T23:55:00.000+08:00

well today was kinda long day.. suppsoed to get up at 6.30 but instead got up at 8.00am and i was suppsoed to be at Alexandra Hospital at 8.30pm for my 2dEcho appoinment.. its actually a heart scan.. was reffered to AH by CMPB after my NS Medical check-up... well anways so when i reach there and got it done i was like glad to know that everythign was ok.. but mom says she wanna try to get the reports for her own reference..

after leaving the hospital i went down to FAS to submit yesterday's game misconduct report.. well mr murthi had a discussion with me regarding my game yesterday and i was delighted that he was kinda impressed with my first half performance.. he left at half time.. so now i am impatiently awaiting my assessment report.. i am also glad i had a damn good assessor manz.. i consider my visva the best as i like the way he conducts his whole assesment and the approach he adopts.. its like great manz..

after FAS i made my home.. while in the bus i recieved a call from syafiq at around 1.40pm and he had just awoken from hsi beauty sleep.. and he was saying that Lange smsed him asking if we could follow her to Sim Lim.. well and the beauty of it was i was like passing by Sim Lim.. so in any case i agreed so i went home to have lunch and then met syafiq again at the bukit panjang plaza bus stop at 4.30 and we went to meet lange and iman at sim lim.. by the time we got there she had already selected a digicam and she was happy with it.. so it didnt take too long... well after that we went down around town for dinner and were joined by natasha and the long lost maz rehan daud.. poor boy serving NS lahz.. my time will come soon.. i am like long overdued manz.. well anyways it was fun spending time together and also teasing we all know who.. haha.. while in town also bumped into a few ppl like hamzah, aida and shaiful all former west district CLTs...

started to make our way home around 10.30pm.. took the train home with lange and iman.. didnt talk much was kinda like into my own thoughts.. thinking abt the past and the present and how i can try to have a better future.. well hopefully all goes well.. not just for me but for everyone..

ok so thats about how the day was.. kinda ok.. mom's birthday is tomorrow so lets see how it goes.. will eb going HQ and i guess meeting up with the family of supernumerary..!! buddies all the way.. happening!!!

cheers!

new found kakis

2006-03-27T01:49:00.000+08:00

well what can i say.. well guys it was damn happening with you guys during ADC and now all our overnight and slacking sessions are even more jammed packed.. u guys are the best! well what can i say the supernumerary gang is at it manz.. we have been slacking and doing stuff together.. its liek one whole family.. and yeah im the uncle.. then again i got a twin bro.. haha and its none other than "hitler" i mean azim.. and i still have my all time bro and buddy ridzman there manz!

well i never thought i would relive the old fun times i had in ncc but then i guess i was wrong... this bunch of guys(lange, ridzman, azim, raimi, fidaee, iman, khairi, syafiq, mard, hassan and the rest.. sorry too many) are equally as happening.. haha.. the part that i like most is we are like a family.. and yeah its kinda obvious future families are forming up.. if u know what i mean.. haha..

well what else can i say.. but i guess i got to thank lange a.k.a farah for her support these few days. i guess we got to understand each other better during the ADC.. well after talking to her more often these days its not only that she learn for me but i have learnt alot from her as well.. and yeah i guess a fren like her is tough to get manz...

this past few days have been mentally and physically draining.. had 4 hours of sleep for the last 48 hours.. the overnight with the guys was superb and never a regret.. while the guys were at affirmation i went to do a game at jln besar std.. the women's challenge cup final.. but then so much for a cup final.. it was bloody one sided with the final score at 10-1.. but then there was the addition of another finals game souvenier to add to my collection... well after affirmation went to makan at beach road.. i was feeling damn drained.. could not finish my food.. not cos i wasnt hungry or full but cos i had no energy to eat.. the train ride home was kinda funny as well.. basically once i got home.. i just did my laundry and went and hit the sheets right away..

had referee training this morning and it was kinda tiring.. after that went to slack with manoj, ari and ravi.. manage to get a lot of pointers from ravi and ari for my big game in the evening.. well it was a NFL Division 1 game and from what mr murthi has been saying, this is the first time a junior class 2 referee has officiated a NFL Division 1 game.. the game was ok.. but to me i think i could have done better.. got a lot of positive remarks from the referee inspector.. well i hope i can pick up and move on from here.. now just waiting for the official report..

well thats all for now.. need to go for medical check up, early in the morning.. cheers!

Guess who's back?!?!?!

2006-03-26T23:50:00.000+08:00

guess who's back? sukhbir is back!!! haha.. ok ok.. its been ages since i updated my blog.. like i told hassan i will do it today so yeah here it is.. so this i guess is the official re-opening of my blog.. haha.. well i dunno why but i am back.. so lets go guess who's back?!?!? sukhbir's back!!!

sukh u r an idiot!!!

2005-02-27T01:18:00.000+08:00

well i guess the title says it all... sukh you are an idiot... you are a freaking blooming idiot... from all the things to do in this world you pissed of the person you love and care for the most... what a thing to do...

shit ahz... guess she is pissed with me... she says she needs a break.. she says she has something more important to think about now... well guess i really did it this time... we have not contacted each other in the past 2 days... the way she put it i dun think she wanna hear from me soon... well i just hope she is fine and she is having a good time with her frenz... atleast they dun make her frown... she seems happy around them... guess she is getting bored with me...

well results are coming out... i wish her all the best... hope she does well.... infact i know she will, i have the confidence in her that she will...

hope things turn out fine...

damn pissed...

2005-02-23T23:28:00.000+08:00

well it was a pissing off day.. not to good a day... seems as if my mom is picking fault at anything i do... im getting so so pissed off with her... she needs to get this into her damn thick head that i am turning 22 and i am not a bloody small kid anymore... stop questioning what i do...just let me live my life my way and and try not to meddle wif it too much... all this is just an unecessary headache for me... always knew my family was not on my side... everything is for the own damn self-gains.. the situation i am now in school is also partially the consequences of their bloody doings... i so bloody hate it...

i guess i was just paranoid...

2005-02-23T21:53:00.000+08:00

well i started to think with a cool head... perhaps i was just being paranoid... maybe i am too fast to react... well i think i need to take things as they come and make the best out of it... shouldnt let my thoughts controll my head and delusion everything... well she said her day was screwed and didnt wanna talk about it... not sure why... maybe she saw my previous post and wasnt too happy wif it... i am not sure... well i just hope things turn out for the better... dun intend to be saying "U" and "I" or "U" and "ME" for much longer... "US" sounds much better doesnt it??? haha...

thoughts and feelings...

2005-02-22T02:11:00.000+08:00

well basically all this while i have been blogging my days and events that i wanna remember... well today its different... i am blogging down my thoughts and fellings... well i have been keep this in me for the last few days.. didnt have anyone to talk to about it... well seriously i am not sure where to start... i am not sure even if there is an end... well honestly i havent been too good lately... been worrying about how things would turn out to become or how things are at current time... well actually i have been thinking about her and me... well i dunno why but then i am starting to feel that we are drifting away... things are not as how it was before... to me previously we were very much closer... well maybe perhaps i could be wrong... but then its like we communicate much lesser now... and if its like if i dun msg her she wont msg... it wasnt like this before... why has it become like this now??? did i do something wrong??? i dunno... tell me if i did... why dun u share ur problems with me??? honestly i really really love her... i dun just wanna share her happiness i wanna share her happiness too... i wanna be with her through thick and thin... seriously there are a lot of questions running in my head... and the thing i hate most about it is i do not have the answers to them... questions like, what does she think of me?? does she feel the same way?? does she trust me?? does she hate me??? does she dislike me??? is she trying to avoid me??? why has she started to treat me different from last time??? was i right in telling her how i truly feel about her or should i have waited for a later stage??? maybe i should have revealed my feelings later but how much later??? i already kept it for so long... would our friendship ever advance??? so many questions yet not even a single convincing answer... i feel like a guy at the jetty trying to rope in his boat thats floating away... its either he manages to pull his boat to him or he falls in to the water... i dun wanna fall in to the water... she is the happiness and smile on my face.... i dun wanna lose her...

i am really feeling down... i need a sign.. i need answers... maybe all this is just me... me being paranoid... am i paranoid??? damn... another question in my head that i dun haf an answer to...

the only thing i am very sure about now is this... i love you... i love you For Always 'N' Always!!!

Valentine's Day!!!

2005-02-15T02:28:00.000+08:00

well lets see.. today is valentine's day... how nice... haha... kinda excited... was meeting her later.... yipee!!! ok ok.. fine fine... well got up in the morning... was making my way down to school when upon reaching marsiling mrt i decided to call fabian to ask of his where abouts and i find out from him that there wasnt class in the morning... well so then i made my way down towards queensway shopping centre... needed to exchange some thing.. needed to undo a blunder i did... haha... well after that went down to hougan polyclinic to meet zo and senthil.. both of thmw ere there taking mc... haha... well just met up with them lahz... had to kill some time before the game... had to do a game before meetin her... aiyohjz.. but then good in a way ahz.. infact very good... well game was wuite ok.. first game was very one sided.... the margin between the 2 teams at the end was 15 goals... well second was quite entertaining... not bad ahz... well after that made my way down to town to meet her... and here is where i go yipee again... haha... well what to do first time i go out with girl on valentines day and i am glad its her... what can i say, its worth the wait ahz... well nothing much ahz.. just dinner and slack wif frens.. thats all... well after that took the train home... walked her home as usual... what to do gentleman what... haha... :p well gave her what i got for her just before she was gonan go up... well i hope she likes it... dunno if she will or not.. but hope she does.... well really hope she does... there are like so many toughts running in my head now but i dunno how to put it down... down even know if i should put it down... argh!!! stop this... i hate this... its all this thoughts that keep going through my head and rip the smile of my face... hate it i sriously hate it... stop!!! argh... i was smiling and now... shit hate this manz... c'mon sukh cheer up... be positive... have faith.... well i think i will stop here for now... happy valentine's to all!!! ciaoz!

cant sleep!!!

2005-02-13T04:20:00.000+08:00

well its like 4 am and i cant sleep... i am kinda afraid to sleep now... have a feeling i would oversleep if i go to bed now... ziad would be picking me up at 0650hrs later and i dun wanna keep him waiting... well been doing a number of centres for the school tournament... well hope can pick up from here lahz.. gain experience for the future... well i heard that adidas is not gonna sponsor FAS for the coming year.. or atleast they have not confirmed it yet... oh shit.. damn damn!!! how can adidas not sponsor... argh!!! hahah... well i think i am gonna take a nap now.. hope its just a teeny weeny nap ahz... well adios and cioaz!!!

never gonna leave your side...

2005-02-09T05:21:00.000+08:00

I feel like a song without the words
A man without a soul
A bird without its wings
A heart without a home
I feel like a knight without a sword
The sky without the sun
cos you are the one

I feel like a ship beneath the waves
A child who's lost its way
A door without a key
A face without a name
I feel like a breath without the air
And every day's the same
since you've gone away

I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
yeah

and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
cos when I'm lying in your arms
I know I'm home

They tell me that a man can lose his mind
Living in the pain
Recalling times gone by
And crying in the rain
You know I've wasted half the time
And I'm on my knees again
'till you come to me
yeah

I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
yeah

and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
I lay my head against your heart
I know I'm home
I know I'm home
I know I'm home

and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl I won't let you go
cos when I'm lying in your arms
I know I'm home

referee's internal futsal tournament

2005-02-06T23:04:00.000+08:00

well today was the referee's internal futsal tournament... sadly had to go with an injured knee... damn bike accident caused a relapse of my old knee injury... damn... well tournament was good... surprisingly leow turned out to be a superb goalkeeper... haha.. funny think was the way A Nathan was getting over excited with all the goals that were scored by our team.. in the whole tournament we only like lost 2 games and it was to the same team.. it was a double knockout system... we lost to them once in the winner's bracket and then again in the finals after making it through unbeaten in the loser's bracket... getting second also not so bad lahz.. atleast got to play in a match officiated by FIFA Referees... haha... superb lahz.. and the best part was our team was wearing Singapore Jerseys... not bad lahz.. haha.. i got to wear the no.11 jersey... well but then i like the no.10 but too bad nathan was wearing that... haha well it was a good tournament.. of course wat got a silver medal for it... haha... well ok lahz kinda tired gotta take a rest.. tomorrow got to do linesman for the ngee ann and ntu game at ngee ann poly... ok ciaoz!

tired tired tired..

2005-02-02T23:56:00.000+08:00

ok its been like 3 days and i have not stepped in to school... lets see monday i overslept and i was on MC for tuesday and today... and on all 3 days i went to do primary school games.. well tomorrow is gonna be different cos i will be doing the 'c' division... this whole week got game... friday got course.. and sunday is internal referee's soccer tournament... well at today's game one of the coaches came up to me and started talking to me and then he asked me if i knew who it was.. i took a good look at him and i kinda rocognised who it was but it still said i didnt know him... he told me he was lutfi and i was like oh lutfi the FIFA AR... haha.. and he was like so you know who i am... haha... well not abd ahz.. i do a game and i get a free accessor... hahha... well not sure if i did ok or not.. but then i think should be fine.. i did a blunder on monday.. i hop it doesnt foil up.. hope it remains covered... all depends on the next ref... well after todays game went down for ref training.. was too tiring but then on the whole.. i am kinda tired... after training went for dinner and then met zo and mikel... haha biker mike... well thats mikel's new name... biker mike... rajan gave him the name... from the cartoon biker mice from mars... haha... well mike wanted to ride around so zo and mike sent me home... i was riding with zo... dun wanna sit with mike as yet.. give him sometime first ahz... haha... well this is like somes up my day.. need to meet mentor tomorrow regarding my attendance.... oh no... haha... well ok lahz.. got to go.... ciaoz!

tired tired tired..

2005-02-02T23:52:00.000+08:00

ok ok.. fitness level is dropping... need help...

2005-01-26T23:54:00.000+08:00

well lets see went to school today... had a chat with mr chua also... not bad... then after school went to granny's place... went there to eat slack around and sleep before going to referee training... shiok ahz.. finally got some proper sleep... haha... well went for training.. initially there were not many ppl... then after that suddenly ok lahz.. got about 30 plus... trainign was kinda shag lahz... had to do cooper's test... run for 12 mins.. we did something like 7 rounds... after that we did speed training... run 600m in 2 mins then 200m recovery walk back to the starting line and then do it again.. a total of 4 sets... shiong ahz... after that we did practical work... dind practicing of flagging and all... well i think i need to buck up on my fitness lahz... really need to start training... others are becoming better.. need to keep up with the standard... well after training went to granny's house.. went there to eat again... haha... not bad lahz... after training all the way have been messagin her... anyways whats new... we always keep in contact one way or the other.. welll i think i am gonna go home do some laundry and sleep... have a lot of laundry to settle... if i dun settle in thats it once mum is back from aceh... i will get a nice nagging.... haha... ok lahz got to go... ciaoz!

another long day...

2005-01-24T23:58:00.000+08:00

well today was another long day... early in the mornign woke up to send mark off at the airport.. after that sent kevin to school and then rehan home.. after that i went to school for class... and then fabian needed to go home.. so its like i didnt even spend much time in school... not bad ahz... anyways its good also lahz.. i bet if i sat down in class i would have just been creating viruses... ok ok.. this is just like a little joke that fabian and i share... kenny would know whats going on if his had wasnt a vacuum... well anyways after that came back to school met up with ganga and her friend and the 4 of us went down to town for lunch... we ate at marches... after lunch we went back to school had to scan card for lecture... haha... well after scanning card i practically went to one corner of the school parked the car and slept... damn tired lahz... well when i got up it was like 5 plus... just nice to go to the field and see the women's ivp game... anyways had to go there wait for ganga also cos we were going for the referee meeting together... game not bad lahz... nyp won like 9-0... woo hoo... poor ngee ann... had to get trashed so badly... but then sitting alone and watching the game boring lahz... should have my dearrie with me... then she can be shouting like how she was shouting at the tiger cup finals... so nice to see her cheerful and happy... ok ok.. now back to topic again... haha... so after the game we went down for the meeting.. we were like 30 mins late... shit lahz go in already a few of this weeks game take up... at first i didnt know what was going then i realised.. it was like when he calls out the date and venue and if we could do the game we raise our hand... haha... like auction like that.. but then it was kinda fair lahz.. except for the fact that most of the games i was given were in the east side... well ok lahz.. but then the damn meeting ended like wat 1045.. almost 4 hours long... wa liew.. haha... damn tiring.. after that went to send ravi to work and then buy food and came home... finally got to eat something.. was not only was damn hungry.. infact i am still tired... ok lahz.. i am gonna hit the sheets.. .good night!!! ciaoz!

so many things... so little rest...

2005-01-23T01:18:00.000+08:00

yoz yoz... well have not been blogging for sometime.. well kinda busy lahz.. nothing much to blog about also.. well lets see mark robins from australia is in town to visit... well he as here for the weekend... not bad ahz... over the days he has been here we did quite a bit of moving about... even went clubbing... and it was the first time rehan and i went clubbing... its like hmm... a totally new experience.. then a fight broke up in the club.. we were actually at chinablack.. well after leaving the club like aorund 5 am we went down to river valley rd for supper... its like practically all the ppl who were in the club were at the river valley rd makan centre also.. haha

well after that went home.. and here is the crazy part... after supper... which was more like breakfast.. rehan and i like drove to my place then do my stuff and we went down to NTU.. haha.. was doing refereeing there... linesman actually... haha.. not bad lahz.. after a long time doing linesman... kinda happy also... at least will not lose touch of the flagging and all...

well been like having tiring days lahz... everyday also go home not before 9pm.. and since mark has been in town its like i did not even go home at all.. most of the time stay out... shit manz... hahaha... well anyways damn tired... well sending mike off at the airport tomorrow and have referee meeting in the evening also.. got to go.. ciaoz...

Tiger Cup Final: Singapore versus Indonesia

2005-01-17T09:41:00.000+08:00

woot woot... we are the cahampions... we are the champions!!! haha... well we won the tiget cup.. haha... never seen the national stadium this acked ever before in my life... even national doesnt have this amount of crowd... well it was happening i tell ya... superb ahz... the fans did have this kind of gung-honess for the national side since it days in the m-league... very nice to see that fans are restoring the faith in the national side... the game was good... atmosphere was also good... good thing there wasnt any fights.. it would have just spolit the game... its like we all went there in a van... all 11 of us... kinda happening.. good thing was we managed to find good seats... i tell u the ppl around us also happening... one of them started calling the referee camel shit and all... well it was a good game... had someone special there too also.. haha.. ;) only think i disliked was when they put up the stage and they pulled up the backdrop.... it like blocked everyone except those in the grandstand.. that caused a lot to leave the stadium... and there was not even a screen where they were showing what was going on and all... but then its ok lahz.. at least we left earlier before most left... then can easily get out of the stadium...

well after that went to eat at beach road and then send everyone home... it was a happenign outing ahz.. not bad... wonder when will be the next one... ;)

anza under-11 league

2005-01-15T23:51:00.000+08:00

ok ok... this was like my 2nd time doing centre.. but i think i handled it much better... if this one i couldnt handle i dunno what to say... haha... all of them under 11 running around... and for that age a lot of them are extremely good.. but funny ahz.. the pitch all small ppl runnign around then got one giant inside out of nowhere wearing black... haha.. kinda kcik ass game... dun haf to run for long... 25mins each half only.. haha... so not bad ahz...

well after the game i went down to school... went to help out in the SIT futsal tournament... and yeah yeah was referee again.. i think it was kinda shitty the way it was organised.. then almost got fight... but bloody hell they stopped the fight... let it go on manz.. see who wins.. haha... just kidding..

well after the tournament went down to alexandra village with zo... michael wanted to look at motorbikes.. someone pass 2b alreeady what... haha... this was done also to kill time before the showdown.. manchester united versus liverpool... or is it liverboo??? or loserpool??? whatever it is it was a good game... 10 man manchester united still managed to hold on the raging liverpool who desperatly tried to score an equalising goal but couldnt... manchester won by a goal which came from wayne rooney... it was a brilliant shot i tell ya.. but then keane shoul have put his in also... but damn... it hit the crossbar.... well then again i think ronaldo is stil la kid.. he has a lot to learn.. perhaps he can learn from kids or something...

well anywyas i gtg now... ciaoz.. peace out..

singapore beats myanmar in 2nd leg tiger cup semi-finals!!!

2005-01-03T13:38:00.000+08:00

ok lets see no doubt it was raining i still went... a lot fo the guys pulled out but then a few of us stuck to the plan and went for the game.. went a bit late lah. .couldnt find a damn place to park.. so damn full the place... then by the time go in already 1-0 to myanmar... hectic man the game.. summore the pitch so wet... and the crowd so wild... referee must have a hard time manz... but then happening ahz... singapore had a goal disallowed... and then second half singapore losing 2-0.. actually i find the game not as intresting as the crowd... the damn crowd starting fighting after singapore put in a goal to make the score 2-1 and then even worse when the referee gave a penalty for singapore in the dying moments.. a myanmar fan even jumped from the galelry to the field and was arrested by police officers... could see umbrellas and bottles and tshirts all flying to the running track near the field... happenign shit i tell you... then not enough got this myanmar guy who wanted to pick a fight with alan.. haha poor alan.... well anyways that guy come also sure kena whack like hell.. all the singapore fans die ahrd sitting together... haha actually it was damn nice ahz.. i didnt see the singaporeans backing the national soccer team like this since the days of sundram, suria and fandi.. happening i tell ya... could hear the "ole ole" cheers as well as feel the kallang wave... well in the end of full time on the whole the game was a draw and myanmar had 3 players sent off and we knew singapore was gonna win it... well in the end they did but then they game came to a harrible end... the substitute keeper threw a bottle at either the referees or one of the singapore players... horrible end to a thrilling game... well i just hope AFA does something about this... so dman unruly behaviour... such should not be tolerated... well i guess i gotta get ready now.. already missed class in the morning.. shit... ok so tell later... adios amigos

things are taking a change for the better...

2005-01-03T01:19:00.000+08:00

well ok lets see.. she finally replied.. hahha.. so happy... see see smiling... ear to ear... haha... ok lahz.. dun smile too much and get too over excited if not fall off the chair... well ok lahz.. take things slowly... will gonna run off to school now... happy happy happy.... :p

Happy New Year!!!

2005-01-01T13:17:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year!!!

well happy 2005... goodbye 2004.. hope this year brings in the better for everyone... new year and new resoultions.. but then again making resolutions is nto enough.. gotta follow it.. well take care peeps...

im back!!!

2004-12-31T13:36:00.000+08:00

ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls! this is an official announcement... Sukhbir's back... hahaha...

shag lah!!!

2004-10-06T22:13:00.000+08:00

its been sometime since i updated my blog... well just finished my dinner... freaking full now... feel so damn tired... did a game just now at singapore american school... it was singapore american school versus the nfa-17... nfa won 5-0... they are like so damn strong man... and they are very united also... had a lot of running to do throughout the whole game... damn freaking tired... my feet ache too... perhaps need to change the insole of my boots...

DSA test tomorrow.. its like the final test of the semester... hopefully can do well for it.. hope so... well i think i will take my leave now.. ciaoz..

bored!!!

2004-09-28T16:28:00.000+08:00

argh.. today is like such a boring day man... right now i am in the school lab and i feel so damn bored... school is over.. now just waiting for the soccer game later.. today is amazing... went for my first DSA lecture in 13 weeks... waoh! hahha... feel so moody.. damn felt good shouting at kenny just now... suddenly i got the urge to go down to the driving centre to enrol for motorbike license... aiyah feel like doing so many things... want to get adidas referee jersey also... but all these requires $$$.... but then i also wanna get a vehicle.. aiyohz... haha... well i guess i gonna get back to surfing the net... ciaoz

happy birthday to me...!

2004-09-20T23:54:00.000+08:00

hahaha... yeah its my birthday... a year older... 21 years old now... but then it feels the same lahz... well at the moment i am sitting on my chair and waiting for fabain and zoravar to come over... we are gonna catch the man u and liverpool game together... haha... its gonna be fun manz.. hope man u kicks some liverpool ass... well todays day was as normal... went to school.... could not get up lahz.. was damn tired.. so dragged myself to school... reached school only about 11.30... went for ooad class and then was the ultimate bomb lahz.. suddenly got lab assessment... haha... even the lecturer didnt know he had to give us a lab assessment... but then ok lahz.. went thru it.. .so we are still alive... was messaging fana thru the test... not supposed to but then nvm ahz... haha... well as normal finished the test and we just left the class... headed straight for mac canteen and we sat there and play cards all the way... was just killing time lahz till i go and meet bro at town... he wanted to brin me go makan... well we went to eat at marche in heeren... not bad lahz the food... ate there once before... well besides the makan he also got me a prezzie.. haha he got me the argentina jersey.. haha.. he is like so cool manz.. haha... well went to meet parents after that... went out for supper... just got home.. i think i hear the bike... guess they are here... well hope the turn out of the match is good.. till next time... ciaoz!

do it for the coke...

2004-09-14T23:41:00.000+08:00

it was the normal old shitty day in school... had an OOAD test.. i so have a feeling i screwed up in the test.. its like i remembered everythign after the test... for wat manz... bloody hell... after class waited for fabian and pal to finish class at 6 so slacked around with Zo... had normal tea session but this time at SBM canteen... pal and fabz decided to follow Zo and me to hockey training... actuall plan was to play daidee... but then when we went there we all starting hitting around... haha... kinda funny lahz... 3 guys who cant play for nuts and and injured star... haha... coach came saw the turn out and left... that was when the miracle happened... haha... out came the soccer ball and we started playing soccer... haha... its was like pal, fabz, najib and me on one team and then senthil, michael, bala and guna forming another... and we were playing for a cup of coke... hahaa.. basically the losing team buys the winning team a cup of coke... we played a total of 5 games... first game we won, lost the second, won the third and lost the forth... we were gonna call it a draw then but then again we wanted a winner so played the 5th game and we won... haha.. was totally amazing manz... superb defence of the goalpost by fabz and pal was fantastic lahz... his runnign up and down surprising... and i got senthil's legs in the place no guy wants to get hit at.... ho ho ho... all i could say was "do it for the coke" haha... and then that 85kg giant stepped on my feet... OUCH!!! bloody gorilla... haha.. bottom line was we won and fabz and i got what we wanted lahz.. to play soccer... wonder when will be the next time... after that went to the changing room chenged up and went to McDonald's for our cup of coke had a couple of rounds of daidee and got home... well that kinda sums up the day... soccer i great manz... well kinda tired... so till next time... ciaoz!

same shit different day

2004-09-13T23:53:00.000+08:00

well got up on time but then still was late for E-Commerce lab so in the end skipped the whole lab then i realised that my admin card was with zoravar so i had to go in for Mobile App lecture in the end... first thing the Mr YIPster said to pal and me was long time no see... how enlightening... hahah... the fingers on one hand is all that is needed to count the number of his lectures we have attended... haha... well after lecture was Mobile App tutorial and tyhere was a bloody quiz... did not study for it but then again whats new.. scored 9/20 for it.. damn.. shit got a bloody OOAD quiz tomorrow... well hope can do well for it... after school was supposed to go and play badminton but then ended up playing daidee and then after just slacked at north canteen with zoravar while waiitng for simran... had to help her print some stuff at the lab... damn... had to walk back all the way... after that came home straight... today was like the earliest i have come home this semester... not bad after all... slept for like an hour before yazid called asking me to join him and Po for dinner... went to al-ameen to eat... riding on his bike is getting scarrier day by day... haha... well after dinner took the bus home... did a bit of laundry... then started msging fana... exams are here must study hard... bet you will do well... well kinda sleepy now... gonna sleep already... its late... got school tomorrow.. need to go earlier to do Sunny Sin's tutorials... some of my tutorials are with Mukmin manz.. damn... nvm ahz... do again... ciaoz!

first goal of the season...

2004-09-12T23:15:00.000+08:00

went to meet bro in the morning to pass him his shoes and jerseys... want to play soccer but did not bring his stuff with him... smarty pants... haha... on the way there got a call from allan.. just got back from brunei and was asking if wanted to go for movie.. so decided to meet at PS.. had lunch and then later on decided to skip the movie.. walked down towards Funan to check out the ACER Road Fair... It was kinda hazardous lahz as allan was crossing all the roads blindly.. haha
his so called logical explaination was that he spent too long in the jungle ahaha... not bad an excuse i believe it is so possible... well anyways it was fun meeting up with him again ahz... it was like after a year plus...

after that went down to CCAB for the div 5 hockey game against ccab... reached there like 10 mins before the end of first half... this was the longest game i played not bad we won like 10-1 and i scored my first goal of the season... hah... not bad ahz... felt good manz... thanks to a wonderful pass from sukhi... felt good manz when i hit the ball after stopping it and hearing it hit the backboard of the goalpost... the feeling is unbelievable... haha...could have scored more but then i guess not enough game experience and not attending trainings was the problem.. so did not know how to convert the opportunities to goals... well at least i got my name on to the scorers list... the game was kinda funny lahz.. the guy marking me was like even lower than my shoulders and her was this cute guy... looked like a teddy bear running about... haha.. cute lahz... haha... so freaking gay... after the game was the normal makan session with the guys.. went all the way down to peninsula plaza food court to makan... had some myanmar nasi briyani... not bad ahz... well left early to come home... needed some rest.. have an 8 o'clock class tomorrow... well hope school is the same.. haha... school here i come....

well thats all folks! ciaoz!

simple simple day...

2004-09-11T21:30:00.000+08:00

well stayed over in camp yesterday night.. well i actually skipped school this whole week... and yeah fabz i will graduate with you... and i wont leave you alone with keeny.. and one more thing when we go to NS i hope he is not with us... haha... its bad enough having him in poly... all i got to say is the cadets nowadays are like shit... but then again its NCC manz... National Childcare Centre... haha... well wat to do... well for now its gonna be back to the books... got 3 quizes coming up... hopefull can pass them... its about time i cleared my modules.. miss my semester 1 results... haha...

well after bookign out of camp today went to dunearn sec to do a game.. not bad ahz... referee was faliq... a yougn and upcoming guy and asst ref 1 was abdul... power house guy... learnt a lot from him.. hope can atleast get some good words for this game... haha...

currently back at home now and waiting to cook dinner... its gonna be maggi and chicky soup haha... well i know its not a meal but then yeah i guess i will settle for it now... well nothing much happenign today ahz... like i said same all simple day...

well guess i'll just go and cook dinner now... ciaoz!

is fitness all i have???

2004-09-07T11:30:00.000+08:00

well got up late as usual... damn... then went down to SP for the SANA course... had to take attendance again... went there to realise that Omar wasnt there also and the cadets were therefore late... damn manz... luckily foo and wan chern were there.. good good... well its good ahz... well when i went there the test just started so i started doing my admin first cos i knew after that need to do the damn marking of the test papers... well as normal the 2 SANA instructors, osman and siti discussed with me the show we were going to put up infront fo the cadets... as per normal we were going to make them feel that they have failed their papers... well osman went to tell them that only 1 passed out of 154 tested... then i was at the back talking to a cadet which was part of our staged show and then osman tells me that i cant talk while he is talking and then i told him why cant i and then we stage a quarell in which i take my bag and wlak out of the hall... all the cadet bought it after some time siti came to call me back in and then the cadets realised that it was all just a show... haha.. and then in the end all happy happy... well after the course i went to walk around at JP... walk alone lah.. lone rangers walk alone... haha... well was just killing time before referee training...

well went to referee training to realise only a few there.. and then we started of with our normal running and all... then we did speed work training... well whole training was speed work but then can tahan lahz.. tiring but then doable... after that had the normal talk session with the man... same thing he is only impressed with my fitness performance still need to improve dunn what he wants manz... well see lahz.. maybe should do something spectacular for him to see.... well hope can do it lahz... damn tired after training... good thing that zaid gave me a lift home... then when i went home met mom under the block then she asked me to drive out fpr dinner.. i am always ready to drive haha... unless i am really tired lahz.. well dinner was superb lahz... as usual.... well not gonna tlak abbout dinner now felling hungry again... haha...

well i guess this is all for the day... ciaoz!

sometimes you need to stoop low to get what you need....

2004-08-27T23:48:00.000+08:00

well got up early today as in like 3 am... needed to complete the first part of the comseq webpage project.... damn shag lahz that what i can say... finished it around 8am and then went to bed to catch up about 2 hours more of sleep.... well went for VB Lab... had a freaking lab test which i think i am going to flung.... and then mobile app also today got presentation... damn manz... well its like a tunt that fabz and i had to pull... and we also put the liverpool logo as our display pic for the project... its like wah liew... just to impress the lecturer who is a liverpool fan, fabz and i being die hard arsenal and manchester united fans had to stoop low manz... haha... but then we managed to pull the stunt lahz.. not bad... haha... managed to answer the questions he threw at us as well also... goody good good.... well still feeling sick... dun seem to get any better... but then got to recover ahz.. tomorrow got game as well as ncc day dinner... aiyahz dun wanna go for the dinner also but then yazid keeps asking me and bugging me to go for it... well i guess just got to take medication and turn in early tonight...

well i guess this is all for now... ciaoz!

damn shagged...

2004-08-25T00:05:00.000+08:00

well have not been bloggin for sometime... well today was like an incomplete day.. got up early but then was idling around at home then eventually got late for school... haha.. had to keep fabz waiting for me... sorry fabz... haha... well went for OOAD class not bad... fabz and i walked in like 5 mins after the lecturer and class ended like 5 mins after that.... haha... OOAD tutorials are just becomign shorter and shorter... not bad... got back OOAD quiz results... 22/25 not bad... but then the next quiz is gonna be a killer lahz... haha... well finally brought racquets to school... there are now like 4 in the locker... what we need is shuttlecorks.... haha...

after school went to play badminton with fabz, while waitiing for the soccer team bus to leave for NUS, for the game between NYP and NUS... played like 2 games and like lost both of them to fabz... haha... well i am not that much of a challenger.... hahaha... well should just stick to soccer lahz... saw like 20 mins of the first half and went down to PSA club for referee training... yeah yeah referee's also got training... went for a run around telok blangah estate which was led by santhan.... and that will tell that it wasnt that slow a run.... well after that had coll down session also by santhan... and it wasnt much of a cool down session in the end... were doing cool down exercises and then towards the end suddenly switched to doing weird exercises which i would not say were easy to do after a run.... after that went to do speed work... basically whole training we were runnign around and all.... shag manz... but then ok lahz... not bad.... trainings like this is what would make a person better... haha....

well basically this kinda sums up the day... nothing much to write... oh yah nyp beat nus by a goal... that means at the moment that makes it only fabz, zo and me going for the trip.... 1 or 2 more persons would be good.... haha.... well ciaoz for now!

talk about big scorelines...

2004-08-18T00:06:00.000+08:00

well same old school day... was kinda late.. nothing to worry about its kinda norm... haha... actually not lahz for this semester... well only one in comseq class as usual... haha.. well got back test result... did not do too well.... shitty shit manz... nvm nvm... still havent get ooad marks... kinda surprising that the tutor does only what he is told to do so... damn... tot of him to be an independent kind of a guy... die manz... dun think gonna get much tips from this kinda guy... but then as per normal attending lectures in week 15 always helps... haha...

well after school went to slack at the sports hall while waiting for the game... helped to film the game for the soccer team.. kinda cool lahz.. did not do this videography stuff since leaving sec school lahz... haha... well its was kinda fun and funny at the same time... best part was when the game kicked of,f cikgu setup everything and then pressed the record button and was showing manoj and me what to do... then manoj and i were like happily recording the whole thing and then when half time came we realised cikgu did not press the record button properly.. so the whole first half wasnt recorded... damn! haha... and we were like whispering the whole time so that i conversations would not get recorded... haha.. sad lahz.. and there was like 7 goals in the first half... haha... sad lahz.. kinda funny though... game ended with nyp winning 11-0... haha.. kinda big socre line and nice beautiful goals... haha... basically it was a walk thru the park for the nyp team lahz...

well after that saw abit of the hockey game... it wasnt a walk in the park for the hockey team though... they were having a friendly against SRC... till the point fabz and i were there they were losing... not sure wat happened after that.. dun think score changed much... haha... aftert tat was the normal dinner and talk cock session over dinner and planning for the m'sia trip.. its gonna happen this time round manz.. bottom line of conversation, we need to find 4 solid ppl.... actually just 1 more...

well nothign much for now... so ciaoz!

another chapter closes..

2004-08-14T21:59:00.000+08:00

well it was ROD time again... this time was kind of different as this batch was the first abtch i took when i stepped in to kranji as a CLT on 13 January 2001.. thier first day in NCC was my first day in Kranji... well saw each and everyone of them grow up... from little little cute and chubby faces to men and ladies... haha... well it was sad to see them go... well above all i was late.... damn haha.. went there after the parade... haha... but got to see them nevertheless... well after the parade had the normal graduation drill session for the outgoing part d.... well during the makan session had a mishap... haha.. well stupid of them lahz.. why the part d stupid or more or less why is one guy so stupid.... tried to get the part d to come and gimme a graduation bash.... oi hello i am not leaving as yet... well kinda retaliated swinging the asshole into some benches... never seen a fat blob fly manz... asshole lahz.. spoil the mood.. summore come and disturb me when i am eatng.. didnt u guys hear that a hungry man is an angry man... sad life manz...

well after the ROD celebration and all went down to lot 1 to hang out awhile then went on to go to teen challenge for the game between jurong u18 and tampines u18... well kinda no concentration in the beginning... well think overall perfomarnace wasnt very pleasing to myself lahz.. need to improve.. hope it doesnt go down in to the records or something... dunno whats wrong wif me... hope all goes fine... god please help... guess i was still disturb about the incident at the ROD celebration... well lets enjoy the rest of the day... ciaoz!

HAPPY ROD my warriors!!

friday 13th... hmm... not that bad a day actually...

2004-08-13T11:59:00.000+08:00

yoz it friday the 13th.... haha.... just like any other friday went to school at 12... starting the day with VB lab... all ic an say mr tan cs is a bug manz.. he can be nice but then hate him for the fact he keeps remnding me i am still in poly.... argh! felt like telling him to F.O. when he was talking... damn ass.... instead just walked off.... dun think i wanna appear in front of the discipline committee at this stage... well after that went for mobile lab... as usual found the codes done by some kind soul in the pc... went to do VB quiz during mobile lab... and the rest of the lab was spent at the staircase landing and at Food Junction... welll good thing there was no creating of viruses this week.... haha... that was one hell of joke manz... *fabz if u r reading this stopp laughing*

after school went down to ngee ann poly to watch the game between ngee ann and our poly... this is like the first time we are seeing our school team actually struggling... those were the days that the team was one of the most feared... but then now... different story... new chapter new twist in the story... well the game ended in a draw.. but then it was still quite an entertaining game lahz...

after the game went down to bussorah st. for tea and talk cock session with hari and zo... just like the normal times and then we were like telling zo that he is a disgrace when we saw this 2 girls that were riding bigger and more powerful bikes then he was... actually it was kind of a clique.... all of them rode big bikes... like CBR.. Hurricane... R1 and yeah the granduncle of racing bikes the Hayabusa.... hahaa... kinda funny lahz...

well after that came home... didnt know what to do so i just threw everythign out of my cupbaorad and started getting rid of the clothes that i did not need and rearranging those i still want... my wardrobe needs a major overhaul manz... well kinda tired now.. nothign to do online.. guess i am just gonna hit the sheets... ciaoz!

some good things and some bad ones....

2004-08-08T23:52:00.000+08:00

well got up today and went to collect jersey from jun hui... gonna be kind of a set back fro the team that he cant make it for todays game in the afternoon at gan eng seng... welll its kind of ok lahz... lets see 3 of my frens, fauzi, ravi and hisyam stood in for the cougars... well its has been some time since played together with isyam.. well actually we did not play together since we left secondary school and that is like since 1999! damn... its like 4 years later.. haha.. not bad... well after that went to temple and then to bradell-westlake to have a kick about with bro and his fren... could not believe it that i brought the wrong shoes to play court soccer... well scored a goal and later one got hit in the face... now i undertsnad why the tell us not to wear spectacles and play soccer... sometimes some lessons are learnt the hard way....

well after that drove bro down to his exam venue and then went to park the car at mom's workplace... then went for the game.. upon reaching there... i found out weponly had 12 players... shaiful was injured so atiqi took the responsiblity of guarding the posts... jsut hate the irresponsibilty of some ppl who cant inform earlier if they are nto coming.. and its amazing how ppl can get sick so suddenly.. super amazing manz... not that its not possible.. but then when it always happens... its either you need to hire a do0c to be by yourside 24hrs or stop f*&kin around... have mroe responsibility... i think the team really needs a serious redrafting... well anyways we played a 70 mins game, with 35mins in each half... contained them for like 20mins before conceedng 2 quick goals between the 20th minute and 25th minute.... welll we returned an answer when hisyam blasted the ball in the corner of the post.... typical hisyam style... gave one hell fo a whack.. even a keeper fo sazali's calibre had no chance stopping it... well 2nd half was shitty... hisyam managed to put in another goal makeing the corse level at 2-2.. then they socred 2 more goals making it 4-2... and then i managed to score from a freekick... making it 4-3.. was intednignt o contain the oponents.. but then with defensive flaws and absence of defenders like sasi and jun hui.. the just kept scoring... making it 7-3... kind of sad lahz.. but then sometimes i feel our plaeyrs deserved it.. shows them their commitment level.. well at least the socre line was better than the prvious tim we played against them... which was 9-1... had ice kacang afetr the game... just liek the old days... haha...

well went down to hong kah north cc to help out with the countdown for national day... first thing they said to me was, "Yo! Sukh, Long time no see" haha..expected lahz.. dun blame them... i have not been there for a long time also... well lets see hwo much i can do... trying to plan an event... see how it goes.. hopefully it can be a success like other events i have done... welll went out for supper with the guys... and then got home... not so happenign day ahz... but can lahz.. but got to see a lot of old faces... kinda nice... well ciaoz for now!

a better day

2004-08-06T23:02:00.000+08:00

well stayed over at kranji yesterday for the national day observance parade today... had to wake up early to go and draw rifles from HQ... went there like 6.15am... haha... early manz... well parade went well... and things went well also... it was kinda ok.. but then the format sucked lahz.. it sucked to the core... but nvm.. not our parade... we just supplying manpower and participants... well will be posting up the photos soon.. not bad ahz.. all of them kind of happeniggn... haha... my part Ds will be going off soon... sad to see soem go and happy that some are going... haha... i know i am bad... but then its the better for us and them also... dun need ppl with no heart...

well skipped school for the day... did not go for it... got an excuse letter from school... hopes its accepted... well after that went home to sleep a while before meeting up with yazid and justin later just to go jalan jalan.... haha... long time did not go out with them... well went down to causeway point.. kinda lame but then its the company that matters...

after that went down to gombak for the game... was doing a game between nfa-u17 and gombak... the game was not bad... personally i feel that my performance was much betetr this time round... but need to improve in the flagging part... concentration is very important in all this... well not bad ahz... can see that the nfa team is kidna doing well.. if they keep going this way surely they will make the nation proud when they become the senior squad.... foundations are always the most important.... well guess this is all i have for now... ciaoz!

day by day, your drift further and further away, without even saying a thing...

not good enough...

2004-08-02T23:41:00.000+08:00

well was not that good a weekend.. busy with ndp rehearsals and all.. lack of sleep and 2 games over the weekend... did not perform well in the first game... damn... must be lack of sleep.. maybe just not good enough... well got a call today telling me to buck up or pack up... damn... missed 3 classes today.. damn manz... need to buck up... cant afford to miss anymore classes... need serious help... another game on wednesday.. need to be impressive.. hopefully will be able to...

well i have passed u the ball now its in your court... your move...

kinda wasted day... and shocking news...

2004-07-28T23:28:00.000+08:00

well was supposed to go to JB today with frens but then dur to unforeseen reasons the whole trip got cancelled... pal could not find his passport and there was problems getting a vehicle so the whole planned was scrapped... well so went for e-comm lecture for the very first time... lecture theatre seemed like a holy place.. considering the fact i did not step in for lecture for a long long time.. and i realised why i was marked absent for a long time... it is because the damn lecturer calls out names in the lecture... sad life manz... well whatever it is this lecture was kinda remarkable.. i managed to stay awake for the whole 2 hour duration... woo hoo... kinda amazing... the more amazing this is i was there...

so after lecture went down to sim lim with zoravar to check out computer stuff and meet kevin... before that recieved a call from jieyi asking me if i read today's new paper and i kinda guessed she was refering to the front page article about a bike accident involving a singaporean couple in indonesia and in which the girl died... i kinda saw the paper in school but did not see the face of the person involved... so i went to get a copy of the paper and i actually realised that the guy in the picture was actually my senior... a SCLT from west... 4 years my senior... well incident was kinda saddening... the accident took the life of his fiancee and and now he is tortured by toughts of the incident and is in an emotionally bad condition... no doubt he wasn't favoured by many due to his harsh ways... i belive our sympathy and prayers are with him.. at least mine are... kinda sad to see love birds separated like this.. sad life manz... this like this that refrain me from getting a bike a license.. due to its potential dangers.. but then on the other hand, when you got to go, you got to go... its all destined...

well after sim lim went to kevin's place then yazid came over... after that yazid came over to my palce... he practically scared me... the way he was riding and all.. felt like i was gonna fall off... haha kinda had my balls in my throat... oops! haha... heck it lahz..

well still hoping for the best.. hope all turns out well...

feeling so empty...

2004-07-27T00:33:00.000+08:00

feeling so empty.. feeling so blank... i dunno whats going on.. maybe its just me... maybe i should not have said anything so soon... perhaps should have waited a while longer... maybe i did not seem sincere enough.... but the true fact is i meant it... it isnt a joke... i really meant what i said... maybe the whole thing is that i am just too paranoid... need to change... like i had said i really need to find the guy i was i before... but for now i know what i want and its you....

Pin this one last

because it was the hardest

Yet it meant the most to me at the same time

Feelings are tough to explain

when what i feel is bigger than any word that i can find

So i wrote you this song

To tell you i love you

But I know that thats much less than you deserve

It's all so much less

Then these feelings i'm feeling

I hope my actions speak louder than words

Call me whenever, and i will come running

I'm ready and waiting for ever for you

I'll give you my whole heart

To hold as your keepsake

If you should ever need proof

Remembering the times that we spent together

I know how good it feels to be in your arms

Im always so happy and filled up with laughter

when ever i'm with you i feel safe and warm

one point is better than nothing

2004-07-25T21:38:00.000+08:00

well got up around 1.15pm... not bad huh... haha compared taht i did not sleep the day before... guess its gonna eb the same today... will be watching the gaem between argentina and brazil... go argentina go! well went for hockey match.. was late as expected.. played like shit.. as expected also... lsing my touch lahz.. hahah wait wait.. i never had a touch of the game... not good in hockey lahz... perhaps i should just stick to soccer... anyways we drew the game 0-0... taking home one point i better than taking home none.. but of course best is taking all 3 points... after that went for dinner at scotts and then to play pool at lcuky plaza...

well the day was kinda short and nothing happening besides the fact that michael and i were making fun of joey.. poor joey...

well saw this sign and i think its kinda true... "love is worth the wait"

ndp rehearsal

2004-07-25T00:04:00.000+08:00

well i did not sleep at all in the first place... was doing admin work throughout the whole night... need to settle all the admin man... need to get everythign started on the right track... well after i fnished bathing and all realised it was raning cats and dogs... just a superb kind of weather to sleep in but had to go for training.. got ready and was leaving hoem when i realsied that irritating sis of mine took my jacket to camp... so rushed to unit... due to the rain everythign was delayed.. rehearsals was cocked up... should know why what... this year not planned by ncc what... thats why... haha.. everything was like so messy and all.. but who cares lahz.. fucked up lahz.. we proved to be the better ones... as usual... or should i say the best... haha... well told the cadets what were our objectives and aims.. and this is like the last time we are gonna remind them... after this its their on effort and attitude...

well after training went down to lot 1 for the normal lunch at long john's and then went to play pool at k-box.. not bad... lahz.. getting more and mroe sucky at it... after slack awhile at coffee bean then later came home.. practically fell flat on the bed... got up like 2 hours later... surprised to get up so fast... expected to be up like the next day or something... well got up with a slight bit of runny nose... damn lahz... was thinking of going for a run but then dropped the idea lahz... dammn... need to go and buck up on my fitness manz.. slack oredi... damn...

show me the way... please....

there is a kid in all of us

2004-07-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

welll school today was not that bad after all... started around 12 ended at 4... went to play badminton and daidee at the sports hall, while waiting for the phat nite 2004 to start... its kind like the dance party for school of information technology students... come time for the phat nite we decided not to go as it seemed kind of not to our liking and they denied entry to one of our buddies.. so living with the "one for all, all for one" spirit we all walked out... we went to watch the soccer match that was going on... the nyp staff team against some team from admiralty... not bad lahz.. no doubt the staff team lost... but cant blame them lahz.. the other side was a young side and the staff team was like a bunch of veterans... only some can run... i think if the admiralty team played against the school team they would have seen rainbows at night.... haha... well after that we went to one of the blocks in the campus and started playing daidee and singing songs and alll haha... happening lahz.. then after that one of the guys blurted out the comment that there is a kid in all of us... haha.. and thats when like the fun started... we started playing catching... haha.. imagine poly students playing catching... haha... reliving our childhood... happening lahz... haha... like kampong like that all running around bare footed and all... not bad lahz.. had loads of fun... think it beats the phat nite totally manz...

i need some light... please please please shine some light.... please....

wasted day

2004-07-23T00:19:00.000+08:00

well after the mornign classes had lunch break from 1 to 4... had to wait for 3 hours just for a one hour tutorial lesson... but then guess what... when i went to the class the lecturer had bloody cancelled the class... damn hell couldn't they like inform earlier or inform everyone in the first place... damn shit manz... just cancel the class like this then like wasted 3 hours siitng down and wondering what to do... atleast got to see the repeat telecast of the argentina and columbia game on the tv mobile in school... its gonna be an argentina and brazil final.. i so wish that argentina wins the copa america... brazil has been winning too much lahz... haha.. atleast a tribute to maradona lahz.. common man argentina win it for the legendary diego armando maradona...

after leaving school went down to PSA Club to see a match... actually to see a referee ref a match lahz.. kind of lame but then its a way to learn lahz.. and also to sit in for th post-mortem of the match and see what the senior referee has to say about the referees performance and all... learning from each other mistakes and good points... was planning to go out somehwere for dinner but then suddenly got a splitting headache so decided to go home... have not been eating well recently... been losing too much of weight... damn.. sukhy u better look after yourself....

well no messages... no conversation... no contact... sad life lahz... whole life wasted.... just too busy perhaps.... adios!

bad dream!!!

2004-07-22T11:22:00.000+08:00

had a bad dream.. dreamt that i was driving and i beat a traffic light.. thats like revocation of licencse manz... damn.. im never going to let that happen.. it cant happen, waited for it for so damn long manz...

practically am amazed that i made it to school on time... haha.. kinda getting good at this waking up early thingy... haha... well good also lahz.. now practically in the lab bumming around.. sitting here for 2 hours surfing the net and thinking... anyways perhaps write more later gotta run for another class.. ciaoz!

feels like the old times, once again...

2004-07-20T21:42:00.000+08:00

well went to school.. left earlier a bit as there was training in kranji... was kind of surprised to see every being knocked down when i arrived but it was good manz... this kids need some waking up... well training felt like the old days lahz... "1942" we call it... whole traiining was nothing but drills... the part d especially needs to really buck up... we need to show that we are really the best in cca in the school.. not some longkang cca or what.... ndp coming all of them need to outshine the rest, cos we are the best... we only keep the best... hope to see improvements tomorrow... its gonan be fine i guess... we are gonna reach our goal, i believe in these kids... they just need to start believing in themselves....

welll i see things going fine.. hope they remain this way... seem to have found my motivation once again... hope it doesnt go away...

cool jerseys!!!

2004-07-19T14:05:00.000+08:00

just finished class.. gonna leave for cck soon... well manchester united has got new jerseys... sad past is that the jerseys will be for 2 seasons... damn.. they only changed the ome kit.. design is nice but the problem about nike's designs are, that the design is the same for all the teams.. damn.. why cant it be unique... something like what the other brands do... but nvm ahz... well most prob cougars might get new jerseys too... hopefull can get... need to do some housekeeping for the team... well maybe can open a ladies team too.. have been thinking of it for sometime but dunno yet...

and yeahz... have been given one more game... thats good... thats like superb.. like i said every game means a new experience... but now got to plan my time properly... can be done... no stress...

well yeah finally i actually said it... did not go that bad lahz... should have said much earlier rite... well anyways maybe might meet.. dunno yet... if yes good, if not then some other time... perhaps...

well anyways the man u jersey pics:

ncc day parade 200

2004-07-18T23:20:00.000+08:00

well once again it was ncc day parade... and again as normal i was doing duty.. hate it manz... why cant those guys just come and help... so much for the "No Job is too Lowly for Me".... well anyways got to see bits and pieces of the parade... was quite ok lahz... considering ncc's standard now.. yah it was kind of ok lahz... but a lot of the cadets march like they driving some 'vehicle' haha... really look like small kids army... but i think the finale was kind of good... nice to see all the cadets on the parade square jumping around with joy and waving their school's flag.. happening lahz... that scene was pricesless... haha... but sad part was we were one of the last ones to leave the place... as usual ahz...

well i finally decided to clear all the doubts and confusions i had... i think its best to let it be known... perhaps i will say it soon... very soon... dun think there is a point in hiding and burying anything... it only will lead to other unpleasant stuff later.... well sukh wake up... be brave... hehe

hope things turn out for the good... ciaoz!

another simple day...

2004-07-17T22:28:00.000+08:00

well got up late.. supposed to attend some sports club meeting in school.. would have been able to make it for the meeting if not for the fact that i ahd to put on contacts... took darn bloody long to put on the contacts manz... took somethinglike 30-40mins to get the damn thing in... aiyahz cant blam lahz its only like my third time wearing it... only wearing contacts for my games... other times its me with my geeky specs...

well went to hang about at lot 1 before the game... saw some familiar faces and met asyraf there and started chit chatting with him and discussing ways to further improve standards of units... haha and of course talking about the good old days...

well i tot i was gonna be late for the game but when i reached there and finished changing i realised i was not the one who was late... haha.. kind of panicked for awhile thinking about the fact that what if the other 2 did not turn up.. die manz... haha... anyways a lesson learnt was ot get hold of the contact list before hand... anyways game was quite ok.. but kind of one sided after the first 30 mins.. must improve of my catching of fouls... but then i think it was kind of ok lahz... well day by day this is kind of getting more intresting.... i want mroe games... more games means more exposure... wonder if can be a fifa someday.. maybe... wonder who knows... still thinking of the adidas kit.. haha.. seems kind of happening lahz...

ncc day parade is tomorrow.. as usual i am doing duty.. damn it... what ever lahz.. who cares lahz... damn it.... wish all the best to everyone involved in anyway....

well im still thinking whether i should make a move or not.. or what should i move towards to.... which path should i take.. this is so damn confusing.. somebody please shine some light for me...

just a simple day

2004-07-16T00:36:00.000+08:00

well just a normal school day... went to class was reminded by one of the lecturers that my graduation was due already... haha... well coming to think of it, its not so funny now... well can change much of the past but just have to move on and prevent the future from screwing up...
after school was the normal lepaking at the poly's Mac... and of course playing daidee...

well after leaving school went out with family for dinner... its my irritating sis's birthday... we dun get a long that well as most would know... haha... we simply just cant tolerate each other... but then it was kind of nice to put the cake on her face... think she looked better with the cream and all on her face... haha... so i dun think it was a bad dinner after all...

got a game tomorrow COE U-18... kinda tough to do the games but then it is not the toughest of assignments many more tough ones to come... every assignment is a new experience... very very thankful for the assignments... will need to buck up on my fitness... not very happy with it, wont be happy with it till i think i have reached my optimum... i believe there is still way more room for improvement... hope the game goes well... till tomorrow then... adios!

keeping up the habit

2004-07-15T23:41:00.000+08:00

well today is one of those miracle days that i went for all lessons.. not only for all lessons but then i kind of did my work... waoh! this change is kind of surprising... well but then till the end of the day i was like totally shagged out... i was practically dozing in the last class, even though i was right infront of the class... but then it could also because of the badminton... went to play badminton dring the 3 hour break.. it was like playing after a long long time... so damn tiring... but it was like so damn fun....

well after school went to drop by hockey training... did not bring my attire so i know i was not going to train... but then when i went there and saw all the new players.. i think i can just skip trainings... or perhaps just go back to my old objective of just taking hockey as a new sport and try to keep getting better in soccer... i do not see myself in this upcoming NYP team.. seems like my chance is gone.. haha but then nvm.. doesnt matter.. all the new players are quite good.. guess most of the older players can go sit on the bench and slack.. haha...

well i am a little confused now.. dunno what to do or atleast what to do next... to tell or not tell is the question... damn damn damn...!!! how to advance manz... whole life wasted....

damn bloody article

2004-07-14T00:47:00.000+08:00

well went pass the student affairs office and picked up a copy of the TNT... read the damn blooody article of mine that everyone has been talking about... damn shit manz... bloody article looks so damn different from what i said manz... and they made it look as if i said all that in the article.. the article clearly shows its not me manz... damn.. editor lacks training manz.. so do whoever is involved with the damn newsletter... so damn pissing off... hate ppl using my name when it has nothing to do with me... even though it maybe good... damn shit manz... wish all the articles would just row away.. haha.. nahz maybe not that bad lahz...

my frist entry...

2004-07-13T23:04:00.000+08:00

this is like kinda my first entry.. did not believe in blogging and all but then here i am... dunno why i am starting also.. well school was like fine... today is a day to be marked... its like i did all my tutorials.. haha when did that start happening after first semester of year one... well iw as like also the only student in comseq class... was a bloody one on one session with the lecturer but it turn out good, superb infact... school ended earlier then expected and was playing daidee at MaCs while waitng for the others to start class...

After leaving school went down for referee training.. it was kinda good... but then i also found my fitness level dropping.. sukh sukh sukh!!! wake up!!! buck up... did some endurance training and speed work... field was muddy and all due to the rain... it was kinda fun running around in the rain slipping here and there and everywhere.. haha.. well suddenly i feel like getting the adidas referee kit.. it has the "killer" look.. haha.. butt hen the price is also a killer by itself... haha.. but then can consider as a one time investment kind of thing...

well i guess i got nothing else to write and hope that i progress on what i am trying to do.. ciaoz!